tim….hm^n DXp¡pt¼m tbm`pw k]_p Nm\n¡m¯ CWfm]n^p¶p, FÃm bq_nNapw C§Wm BUys¯ Ikn«pw sSmjnw Njnªm Wà Np® N* At¸m Nm`N¯pw . tU….Ct¸m bq_pw bnaÀ¯n sNX¡\ NnX¸p N*m, dÌmâv A½n\n tbm`pw tSmäp tbmNpw Wnsâ StÅsX bp_nsâ fp¶n . ASp tbms« Wos]´m C^p¶v C{S Bt`mIn¡pt¶? Ak³ Fsâ AXp¯p k¶n^p¶p. Xm, sskNn«pÅ bmÀ«n, A½t] Aks^Ãmw NqXn k`n¨p No_ptfm?.Mm³ A£ft]msX tImUn¨p. No_s«Xm bq_nt]…. Ak³ ASpw b_ªv D_s¡ In^n¨p. ^*p Np® bqän`pw, Hs^®w NqSo`pw, Hs^®w km]n`pw. Ht^ hf]w N]än b«nt] Du¡pw tbm Du¡\w…lzmhw knXm³ h½Sn¡^pSv. tim..At¸m.Wnsâ SÅ NnX¶p bm¼v bpa]p¶ tbms` bpa]pw.. B bmÀ«n¡v k^p¶ FÃmkWpw NqXn tN_n A§v tf]\w H^q ft]mw CÃmsS… H¶v HmÀ¯p tWm¡nt]? HmÀ¡pt¼m Ss¶ Npt®¶v bm`p Ioäp¶p. l^n]tÃ?.
Xm ssft^, hwekw HXpkn ssNkn«p tbmNptfm?. Mm³ A_n]msS tImUn¨p tbm]n. tbmXm ssft^, Wnt¶w Wnsâ StÅw H^p NnX¡]n`n«v b®n b^ns¸XpNm³ DÅ BÄ ks^ Nmlpfm]n s_Zn]m]n Njnªp. Fs¶t]m? Ft¶ F´psI¿m³..Wo F´m Cu b_]pt¶.?. FWn¡v ASv tN«n«v knlzhn¡mWm]nÃ. i.i.i.. FXm tfmtW Cu skss_än b®`nWv Wà fmÀ¡äm Ct¸m F¶pw Ht^ cpZv Ss¶ Njn¨m fXp¡qtÃ? Fsâ f½nt]w hqthtWw NpsX Ht^ N«n`n`n«v Cu Bâ\n, bnt¶w b`^pw b®n]n«p*v. StÅw tfmtaw H^pfn¨v C«v Du¡p¶Snsâ H^p hpOw. tim….hq¸_tÃ. …bns¶ hqhtWw Ft¶w NqXo«v {Sohw b®n]n«p*v,

f½nt]w,hqhtWw,Ft¶w NqXn H^pfn¨n«v b®n]n«p*v. tfmÄsX bq_p I¸p¶ SÅ StÅsX NqSn Sn¶p¶ tfm³ B tfmsâ Np® tfmÄsX km]nÂ, Nv¹oäv cmfn`n bm]v¡v. tim…AtSms¡ H^p skss_än Atà tfmtW..Wà Nmlp k^p¶ shä¸m, , M§Ä BUyw Wnsâ StÅ b®pw, bns¶ Wnt¶w StÅw tIÀ¯n«v b®pw. Wo]pw H^p I^¡mXm, Wnsâ StÅsW bnaÀ¯n¡nX¯n Wnt¶s¡m*v Wnsâ StÅsX bq_pI¸n¨n«v Wnsâ Np*n sbman¨Xn¡pw. ASptbms` Wnsâ Np® I¸p¶ Wnsâ At½sW bn¶o¶v B\p§Ä Du¡p¶Sv H¶p HmÀ¯p tWm¡v….. Np® Du¼msWms¡ A_n]mtfm ? Np® Du¼n N«n¸m`v NpXn¡m³ Hs¡ bYn¡\w tbXn¡*. Wnsâ SÅ] bYn¸n¨ tbms` Wnt¶w M§Ä bYn¸n¡mw. tkt\ Fsâ Np®]n {bmÎohv sI]vtSm, ASpw b_ªv Ak³ Aksâ Gjn©v sSm`nª Np® FXp¯v Wo«n¸nXn¨p. Wnât½sX sbm³ bqän tN_n tfª fpS`m. tkt\m WnW¡v. Ak³ In^n¨p. tbmXm ssft^….. Mm³ Fjpt¶äv fm_n. fv….fm_nt¡m N¼nNp«³.sWäv

N¼nNp«³.sWäv fm_nt¡m bt£…. hUmIm^w b_tªm*n^p¶m Nmlv Nn«nÃ. tfmtWw StÅw NpsX H^p NnXt¡`n«v b®m³ ssN Wn_s] Nmlpfm]n CkosX BÄ¡m^v Nyqkm. AtSmÀt¯m. Wnt¶w Wnsâ StÅw ^*ntW]pw tIÀ¯v fmÀ¡än kn`]n«v k¨m Wà Znfmâm, . ASpsNm*v tfm³ StÅsX Nan N*v fq¯v km\fXn¨v AXn¨v Wnsâ Np® HXn¡^pSv….b_tª¡mw.

Aksâ km¡pNÄ kÃm¯ H^p Dt·gw sNm*p k¶p. Fsâ Np® Du¼p¶ A½ At½sX NqSn sbman¨v AXn¡p¶ Bâ\n. ssf^v …HmÀ¯t¸m Ss¶ N¼n]m]n. ssf^v A§sW¦n A§sW Fsâ NqSn sbman¡pt¼mjpw hpOw Nn«psf¦n A§sW. F´p ssf^m]m`pw Nmlqw Nn«pw ,hptOmw Nn«pw. CWnw F{S bq_v I¸m³ NnX¡p¶p. ssf^v …Fsâ A½t]t¸ms` F{S I^¡p bq_nNam NpXpwd¯v sN«nsbmSnªp ks¨m*n^n¡pt¶, A§WpÅ FÃm bq_nNtaw CSp tbms` t_mZn`n_¡n b®\w. b®n b®n b^ns¸Xp¡\w. ssf^v hUmIm^ bq_otfm³fmt^mXv tbmNm³ b_.

At¸mtj¡pw A½ D_¡w Njnªv Fjpt¶än^p¶p. Fjpt¶än^p¶t¸mÄ B hzÀ® Wn_fpÅ sW©n b^¶v HjpNn NnX¶ B k`n] fp`NÄ ^*p k`n] N^n¡pNÄ tbms` C^pklt¯¡pw Sq§n. ASnsâ ^*ä¯v B Skn«p fp` sM«pNÄ Sna§n .B HXnª k]_n B hpµ^n sbm¡nÄ Npjn Wm\w sNm*v Han¨p Nan¨p. Bâ\n At¸mjpw WWm]n NqÀ¡w k`n¨v NnX¶v D_§pN]m]n^p¶p. H^p sNm¨p Np«nt]t¸ms` NqÀ¡w k`n¨p_§p¶ A]mta tWm¡n H^p NŨn^n In^n¨n«v . bSns] N«n`o Wn¶v Fjpt¶äv dm¯v _qfnt`¡v tbmNm³ S]m_m]n. Fjpt¶äp Wn¶v fpXn km^n sN«p¶ A½]psX bn³ huµ^yw GsSm^p bp^pgtW]pw f¯v bnXn¸n¡p¶Sv B]n^p¶p. knXÀ¶p kn^nª skap¯ fpSpNpw, HSp§n] A^s¡«pw ASoWp Smsj `u In¶w S`Sn^n¨p k¨ fmSn^n sSÃp tbm`pw DX]m¯ B kn^nª Np*o, hm^n]n`ÃmsS A½]psX Np*n Ct¸mjm\v tW^n«v Nm\p¶Sv. Wà sW]v A`pkm tbms` D^p* sW]v¡p*n. tim….Wnsâ SÅ H^p kÃm¯ hmVWfmXm ssft^., FknXp¶p tWm¡n]m`pw Np® sbm§pw. Afn¯v B Np*n tWm¡n skÅfn_¡n.

tim….ssf^v ASp N*t¸mÄ FWn¡pw HmXns¨¶v B Np*n bnXn¨p bnaÀ¯n k¨v Wmkp N]än B So« NqSn BÀ¯nt]msX W¡n tSmÀ¯m³ tSm¶n. At¸mtj¡pw B b©m^¡p*n]pw Np`p¡n b߸q_n bn_¶ bXn dm¯v_qfnt`¡v N]_n tbm]n. Ip*ns`m^p fqan¸m«pfm]n A¸w Njnªv fp`Napw Np`p¡n bSns] Sn^n¨n_§n k¶p. Hä tWm«¯n H^p AK´m FtÃm_m ln¸w tbms` fmUNfm] Fsâ bß¡p«n]psX B sk® tSm¡p¶ l^o^ AjNn NpXp¡n]n« fÕyw tbms` BNp¶p MmWX¡w N¼nNp«³.sWäv

N¼nNp«³.sWäv Hmt^m^p¯^pw. A½ Sn^nsN N«n`nt`¡v k¶p. Bâ\n At¸mjpw D_¡fm]n^p¶p. H^p NphrSn In^nt]msX A½ N«n`n`n^p¶p bSns] A]mapsX D_§n¡nX¶ sI¡tW kn^`psNm*v SjpNn. At¿m..£o\w sNm*v Fsâ I¡^ ..D_§nt¸mt]m? fv…C¶s` Npt_ D_ªp SpÅn]Stà bmkw…ASpw b_ªv A½ In^n¨p. bSns] B N«n`nt`¡v N]_n C^p¶v Npªv Bâ\n¡p«Wv… fv…..D½, A½ Bâ\n]psX hmVW¯n bSns] AfÀ¯n Ipwdn¨p. H^p B«n³ Np«nt]t¸ms` B SaÀ¶ Np® N¿ns`Xp¯p k¨v fpOw sNm*v D^pfn. At¸mjpw B N®n AX§m¯ Nmf Umiw NW tbms` fnWp§p¶Sp Mm³ N*p. Bâ\n sfsà N®p Sp_¶p. A½ A]mta tWm¡n H¶p In^n¨p. Npjªp tbmt]m?…… A]mapw Sn^n¨v A`hfm] H^p In^n bmhm¡o. F¶n«v A]mÄ sfsà A½]psX fpXn kNªp fmän B Njp¯n SjpNn, NmSns` N½`n Smafn«p. Wnt¶ …N*m At¸m ZdnÄ CWÀKn]m,… A]mapsN Np®]nt`¡v ko*pw ^à Hm«w F¯n¯pX§n fv…..A½ A]mapsN ssN¡v Cjªp WX¡m³ bmN¯nWv AXpt¯¡v C^p¶p sNmXp¯p. At¸mÄ Bk`n] fp`]ns` Skn«p sM«v D\À¶p A]mta tWm¡n Sp_n¨p Wn¶p. A]mapsX ssN B Njp¯n Cjªt¸mÄ hpOw sNm*v A½ Np_¨pNqXn A]mtamXv tIÀ¶v NnX¶p. At§m«v sI¶v AktW H¶v hvtWin¡v fpt¯….. A]mÄ A½]psX fpOw Ssâ A^]nt`¡v Smjv¯n. A½ N]_n Sn^nªp NnX¶p A½]psX fpOw A]mapsX SpX]n B]n^p¶p. bn³emPw A]mapsX fpO¯nWp tWs^]pw. A]mÄ bSns] Ssâ Np® FXp¯v A½]psX Ip*n k¨p. A½ kas^ tWÀ¯ H^p In^nt]msX , Nmfw Wn_ª fnjnNÄ bmSn AX¨v sfsà km] Sp_¶v Wà AWph^\t]msX B Np® km]nt`¡n«v fnYm]n tbms` sfsà I¸m³ SpX§n. io…tWms¡Xm Wnsâ SŸq_n¡v Bâ\n]psX Np® l^n¡pw tdmVn¨p tNt«m?. ASp b_ªv Afn¯v Fsâ tSman S«n. l^n¡pw H^p SnNª skXnt]t¸ms` A½ A]mapsX Np® Du¼n. A]mÄ N®X¨v hpOn¨p NnX¶p. A]mapsX kn^`pNÄ A½]psX fpSpNn`qsX ,Cjªp WX¶p. HXpkn ASv B D^p* I´n]n SjpNn. NqSn¨m`n`qsX kn^t`mXn¨v bq_nsâ CUapNta A]mÄ C¡nam¡n. B kn^`pNÄ ko*pw A½]psX fUWt¸m]vN]n A`ªp. A½]psX k`n] fp`NÄ A]mapsX Np® Du¼p¶SnWv AWph^n¨v Wr¯fmXq¶Sv sSÃv Ahq]t]msX Mm³ N*p. .

…B… Hu… fv….. A¸w D¨¯n`pÅ Wn`knant]msX A½ tkPw Np® Du¼Â WnÀ¯n Sn^nªv ,Bâ\nt] tWm¡n. F´m Cu Nm\n¡pt¶? FWn¡p sWm´p tNt«m ? kr¯ntNXv …AsSm¶pw tk*…fv..
A½ H^p sNm¨p Np«nt]t¸ms` fpOw k`n¨p sN«n . NÅ tUgyw Nm«n . bt£ B Wp\¡pjn N¼nNp«³.sWäv

N¼nNp«³.sWäv Nknan H^p NphrSn¨n^n S¯n¡an¨p. Nm^yw M§Ä¡v kyàfm]n. A{S]pw tW^w Np*n]pw bq_pw SXkn hpOn¸n¨p sNm*n^p¶ A]mÄ A½]psX NqSn]n kn^ Np¯n]n_¡m³ tWm¡n, ASm\v A½ tkPw {bSnN^n¨Sv. fv.. Ft´….?.. CsS´nWm dm¡n kt¨¡p¶Sv, CSpw MmWn§v FXp¡pkm, Wo H¶v AX§n¡nXt¶ sbt®, Wnsâ Cu NqSn¯pa MmsWm¶p tWm¡s«. A]mÄ A½]psX Np*n bnaÀ¯n tWm¡n . At¿?…. tk*, A½ Np\p§n, H¶X§n NnX¡Xo, Ssâ C^p N¿pw sNm*v Bâ\n A½]psX Np*n k`n¨p bnaÀ¯n bSns] fpOffÀ¯n. A½]psX fpO¯v B hf]w kÃm¯ H^p emkfm]n^p¶p. Hm…fv…sÈ…tk*…fv…Hm…¹ohv. fSn]m¡v, A½]psX fpO¯v In^n]pw Nmfkpw fn¶n f_nªp. bSns] N®pNÄ bNpSn]X¨v Ip*v NXn¨v, S` Smjv¯n A½ H^p bpjpkntWt¸m bpa]m³ SpX§n. B fpOw Wà tbms` Ipk¶p SpXp¯p. B…fv….Bâ\n]psX Wmkv B NqSn¯pa]n sfsà C_§ns¨¶v SjpNn]SnWm`mN\w A½ FSnÀt¸ms¡ fmän, N®X¨v Nojv¨p*v NXn¨v knNm^w sNm*v sbm«ns¯_n¡p¶ tbms`]m]n. Bâ\n]psX Wmknsâ {bt]mP¯n SaÀ¶v A½ A]mapsX SpX]nt`¡v Imªp. im….fv….Èv…Hm… A½ bSns] knNm^ fqÀJ]n lÐw bp_s¸Xpkn¨p . F¶n«v H^p t{bmÂhmiWsft¶m\w Bâ\n]psX Np® ko*pw km]n`m¡n sfsà Wp\ªp. At¸mÄ Bâ\n A½t] k`n¨v fpNant`¡v NnX¯o. H^p A_pbs¯m³bSv sbmhngWnÂ. A½]psX Np*n]pw bq_pw Bâ\n]psX fpO¯v AfÀ¶p. A]mÄ NqSn¨m`n`pw N´n`pw bSns] WmtkmXn¨p. B k`n] Np*n bnaÀ¯n NrSyfm]n B NqSn¯pa]n Wm¡p N]än Djnªt¸mÄ A½ hpO¯nsâ b^tNmXn]n F¯n. tim…B…fv…B…H… A]mapsX Wm¡nsâ I`W¯nWWph^n¨v A½¸q_n km]n Np® D*v F¶p tbm`pw HmÀ¡msS Nmfw fq¯v A`_n . Bâ\n A½]psX bp_pw NqSn]pw tIÀ¯v fm_n fm_n Btklt¯msX W¡n. CX]v¡v A]mÄ B N´v I¸n k`n¨p. A½]psX bqän Wn¶pw HjpNn] fU K`w Bâ\n]psX fpO¯p NqXn b^t¶mjpNn. AtS hf]w A½ Bâ\n]psX Np® sSm`o¨v B fNpXw km]n`n«v bSns] Dj¸n. Wm¡p Wo«n B sI_n] N®n Np¯pt¼mÄ B tdmÄhn AfÀ¯n A]mta IqXm¡o. H^p Npªp sNm¨v sFhv{Now W¡pw tbms` Bâ\n]psX sSm`nª fNpXw W¡p¶ Fsâ b^ bq_n]m] A½t] tWm¡n M§Ä ko*pw Np® Np`p¡m³ SpX§n. C^p¶v Du¼n k`n¡pt¼mÄ , Bâ\n]psX Np®]ns` tS³ A½]psX Ip*n`pw, fpO¯pw ,SmXn]n`pw Hs¡ bän k`tbms` Wn¶p , bt£ H^p SnNª AWpek bm^¼^yfpÅ skXnt]t¸ms` A½ B Np®t] WmkpsNm*v Djnªp, W¡n ,Du¼n sNm*n^p¶p. At¸mjpw A½]psX SpX]¡nX]ns` N¼nNp«³.sWäv

N¼nNp«³.sWäv ^*p kmSn`pNapw Bâ\n WmkpsNm*v tbmangv sI¿pN]m]n^p¶p. , B…fv…B…Hm…B… CX]v¡v NXn fq¯ A½ B]mapsX fpO¯v Ssâ bma¡p*n Np`p¡n bq_n«v D^¨v Af_n. A]mÄ B sWXpk^mSn bp*¨ntfmapsX N´p N¸n k`n¨t¸mÄ A½ Np®kn«v bnt¶m«v Sn^nªp tWm¡n A]mapsX S` SpXNÄ¡nX]ns`mSp¡n, fpOw Ssâ bqänWpÅn`m¡n lzmhw fp«n¨p.. Bâ\n]m\p SpX§n k¨sS¦n`pw A]mÄ¡p Wn]{´n¡mWmkp¶SnWv A¸p_fm]n^p¶p bß F¶ Fsâ A½. A½]psX bq_n Wn¶v sbm«ns]m`n¨ fUK`w Bâ\nXpsX kn]À¸nsWm¸w fpO¯p NqXn H`n¨n_§n. A½]psX bpänWpÅn hSy¯n lzmhw Nn«m³ A]mÄ sbXm¸mXp sbXpN]m]n^p¶p. {em´nt]t¸ms` Ss¶ bÀÆS Np*n fpt¶m«pw bnt¶m«pw B«o Bâ\n]psX fpO¯v bq_n«p^¨v HmÀPmhw Ns*¯pW AtS tkP¯n A½ Bâ\n]psX Nj]pw dmÄhpw km]n`n«p Nl¡n Sp¸n. dmÄhn NXn¨p, Ssâ N´pw, NqSn]n]n`pw Bâ\n WX¯p¶ hN` b\o]ptX]pw _n]m£³ A½]psX fpO¯v b` {SnÈqÀ bq^¯nsâ skXns¡«p tbm b` kÀ®§an sSanªp Nm\mfm]n^p¶p. Nmf{em´n fUw sbm«n] Fsâ SŸq_n]psX skXnNta tbm`pw Wm\n¸n¡p¶ S^¯n fSn f_¶ B Nmf tb¡q¯pNÄ N*t¸mÄ AfnSv b_ªSv F{S l^o]ms\¶v FWn¡pw tSm¶n. Cu bq_o tfmÄsX hN` Spa]pw Np® tNän sbman¨p No_\w..Fsâ. Nq¯n¨n SÅt] H^p Wq_v tb^v WXp t_mZn`n«v b«nt] b®p¶ tbms` b®\w. F´mXm ssft^. Wnsâ SÅ b¯p tb^p b®n]m`pw So^m¯ NXn]pÅ b^¸q_n Bs\¶p..MmW¶p b_ªt¸m Wo knlzhn¨nÃtÃm? Nt*m Wnsâ Ak^mVn StÅsX fq¸v. bq_n¡v fUw sbm«n , tfmtW, Ckav b¯p tb^n`pw Wn¡nà .Wnsâ b߸q_n H^p b^ skXn]ms\¶v WnW¡v Ct¸msj¦n`pw fWhn`mt]m? Wfp¡v Cu bq_nsX NXn SoÀ¡t*? H^p Wq_v tbt^ k¨v lzmhw tbm`pw knXm³ h½Sn¡msS CkÄsX fq¶p Spa]pw H¶m¡\w. Wo AVnNw sskNmsS tWm¡nt¡m, W½Ä Ckta NnX¯n b®n sbXp¸n¡pw. A½]psX B sbÀtcmÀsf³hv N*v Nnan tbm] FWn¡v AtSmsX FÃm NpätdmtVmw fm_n. Nm«k^mVn…Nq¯n¨n tfmÄ…..
Bâ\n]psX b^ns¸Xp¯psNm*v A]mapsX Np® Du¼p¶ Fsâ b߸q_nt] tWm¡n Mm³ bn_pbn_p¯p. Xm…..Cu Nq¯o¨n tfmta Wfp¡v k`n¨p No_n H«n¡\w, Afn¯pw b_ªp

SpX^pw.