A§sW M§Ä ko«ns`¯n.f¡Ä ^*ptb^pw D_§nt¸m]n. ko«ns`¯n]t¸m tNm`m]n fm{Stf skan¨w DÅp. ANs¯m¶pfnÃ, B^pw CknsX Cà F¶v FWn¡v fWÊn`m]n. At¸m ASm\v cmhn`nsâ ht´mg¯nsâ ^ihyw. ssf^³, F´m A½]ns` Nan]v¡m³ Sm`vb^yw…Ak³ fm{SfÃtÃm MmWpw Wà NXn fp«n WX¡pN]tÃ. Mm³ Asà AksW t{bmÂÕmin¸n¡p¶Sp. FWn¡tà AksW¡mÄ Sm`vb^yw. Mm³ A_n]msS fWÊn b_ªp. bs£ Fs¶ CknsX k¨v Ak³ b®psft¶m AksW sNm*v b®n¡psft¶m ASà MmWpw AkWpw Wn¶m knNm^w k^psft¶m DÅ H^p tSm¶`pw k^m¯ knV¯n Mm³ AenW]n¨p. f¡sa NnX¯n Mm³ fmN-vhn FXp¯n«p AXn]n H¶pfn«nÃ. {dm tbm`pw. fp`]pw B«n Mm³ WmtXmt¯¡v k¶p. AkWt¸mtj¡pw `p¦n fmän. `p¦n¡pan ssN Cäv Np® Djn]p¶pfp*v. Mm³ ASv {l²n¡m¯ emk¯n AktWmXp tImUn¨p, Wo C¶v CknsX Bt\m? D¸]pw D½]pw FknsX? AksWm^p In^nt]msX b_ªp, D¸]pw D½]pw Fsâ ko«nt`¡v tbm]n. D½ b_ªSm CknsX C§sa H¸^w Wn¡m³. MmWms\¦n bq¯]m]n«p WXt¡Wpw A½m]nsW H¶v Hä]v¡v Nn«m³. AsS´nWm cmhns` Fs¶ Hä]v¡v Nn«m³ C? Mm³ A_n]m¯tbms` Wn¶v. A½m]n C¶v Hmt«m Wpw b_ªnsà koXnWpw S^mw F¶v, ASnsWms¡ Ss¶. Hm C¯n^n bpan¡pw tfmtW. F¶pw b_ªp Mm³ AXp¡a]nt`¡v tbm]n, Fsâ BXp¶ fp`]pw Np`p§p¶ Np*n]pw N*p AkWp sl^n¡pw fqXmNp¶p*v Fs¶Wn¡p fWÊn`m]n….AksW sNm*v b®n¡mWv Wà NXn]p*v bs£ sbs«¶v sNmXp¯m bns¶ AsSm^p lo`fmNpw. ASv tk*. A§sW Mm³ Im] D*mNm³ AXp¡a]n N]_n]t¸m AktWmXp tImUn¨p WnW¡p N«³ FXp¡t« F¶v. tk* FWn¡v A½m]nsâ bm`pfSn F¶k³ b_ªp. Fsâ AXp¯ k¶p. AXp¡a]n AXp¸nWp fp¶n Wn¡p¶ Fsâ bp_Nn k¶p sN«nbnXn¨p. Fsâ Np*n]n Ak³ Np® AfÀ¯n sk¨p. Wà fpjp¸v Fsâ Np*n]n AfÀ¶v Wn¶p. Wà hpOw, F{St]m Nm`fm]n DÅ NXns]Ãmw bp_t¯¡v k^p¶ps*¶p FWn¡v tSm¶n. Aksâ ssNNÄ sNm*v Fsâ A^s¡«v AfÀ¯n bnXn¨p. ssNNÄ Fsâ AXn k]_n sl^n¡p AfÀ¶p. ssN bq_nsâ AkntX¡p sNm*ptbm]t¸m Mm³ tImUn¨p, cmhns` CSv tkt\m? Wo N`ym\w Hs¡ Njnª tbms^. Mm³ fmfsâ B\v. Cà A½m]n, FWn¡v hin¡m³ bäp¶Sn`pw A¸p_w B\v A½m]n, FWn¡v A½m]nsâ l^o^t¯mXv fm{SfÃ. A½m]ns] FWn¡v H^p NmfpNns]tbms` hvtWin¡\w, FWn¡v em^ys] tbms` b®\w. A{S]v¡p Cãfm\v. A½m]n C ko«n k¶ A¶pfpS Fsâ km\m_m\n A½m]n B\v. CsSms¡ tN«n«p FWn¡pw kÃm¯ Sm`vb^yw N¼nNp«³.sWäv

N¼nNp«³.sWäv k^p¶p*m]n^p¶p. At¸mtj¡pw Aksâ ssNNÄ sNm*v Fsâ bq_n AfÀ¯n. Wà bm`¸w tbms` tSm¶n]n«p*mNpw. AksWsâ Njp¯n D½ sk¨v, Fsâ tSman Ip*psNm*v St`mXn, bnWv Njp¯n BkpsNm*v W¡n Nan¨psNmt* C^p¶p. WÃtbms` Fsâ bq_p Ip^¯p¶p*m]n^p¶p. AkWp ASv sl^n¡v fWÊn`mNnÃ, Nm^\w Ak³ fmN-vhn]psX fpNan`qsX Ss¶]m\v Ct¸mjpw bnXn¡p¶Sv. Aksâ Np®]ms\¦n gZn CXm¯ Fsâ Np*n knXkn NpXp§n Wn`vNp¶p. WÃtbms` d`w sk¨v Fsâ Np*n]n Wn_ªp Wn`vNpWp*v. FWn¡v F´m sI¿*]Sv F¶v fWÊn`mNp¶nÃ. CWn]pw CSptbms` tbm]m AksW¡mÄ Mm³ AksW sNm*v sI¿n¡pw. A{S]v¡p knNm^w sN«n Wn¡p¶p*v. {bhkw Njnª tlgw C¡ sl^ns¡m¶p b®n S¶n«nÃ. Ct¸m CSm cmhn`nsâ Np® Fs¶ hpPn¸n¡p¶p. H¶v tbXn¸n¨p WnÀ¯n]m FWn¡v F¶pw CksW sk¨v hpOn¨psX?. F´nWm bp_sf B^pw A_n]ptNw CÃ. Fsâ fWÊn Hmt^m sFZn] sSanªp k¶p. F´v I^¡mXn bq_n _foh F¶v knan¨t¸m Fsâ FÃm Nt{*mapw tbm]n. Mm³ Sn^nªp Wn¶v Aksâ Np®]n bnXp¯fn«p. 90 Zn{Pn  sbm´n Wn¡p¶ Np® bnXn¨ AfÀ¯n Mm³ tImUn¨p, A½m]n s]ms¡ tbmt]m? At¸m Ak³ b_ªp, C§sW DÅ hf]§an FWn¡v sS_n knan¡mWm Cãw . Mm³ b_ªp Hs¡, bs£ FWn¡v Np_¨p Nm^yw b_]mWp*v. H¶v, Fsâ f¡sa fp¶nt`m fäpÅks^ fp¶nt`m Fs¶ C H^p N®n Nm\mWv bmXnÃ. Fs¶ dipfmWt¯msX A½m]n F¶v knan¡\w. ^*p , tks_ GsSm^mav Ds*¦n`pw Fsâ l^o^¯n sSmX^pSv. fq¶mfSpw Gäkpw Nm^yfm]nXp¶Spw F´ms\¶p sk¨mÂ, W½psX NpXpwd dÔs¯ CsSm^n¡`pw dmVn¡^pSv. Fs´¦n`pw knV¯n dmVn¡pw F¶v tSm¶n]m A¶v Mm³ CSv Wn_p¯pw. CsSÃw Hs¡ Bs\¦n fm{Sw SpX^mw, Asæn Wn^v¯mw CknsX sk¨v Ss¶. Ak³ h½Sw A_n]n¨Sv Fsâ Ip*p Du¼n k`n¨n«m]n^p¶p. MmWpw kn«p sNmXp¯nÃ, Aksâ Ip*v Du¼n . WÃtbms` Wmkpw Wmkpw Du¼n k`n¨p. Aksâ Np® bnXn¨ sSm`n¨p sNmXp¯psNm*n^p¶p. AkWpw MmWpw sl^n¡p NmfpNn NmfpN·ms^tbms` Ip*p¼n sNmt* C^p¶p. Aksâ ssN Fsâ fp`]n`pw, Np*n]pw b^Sn sNm*v C^p¶p. Aksâ Np®]n Wn¶pw sI_p SpÅnNÄ NnWn]m³ SpX§n. Wà AXnsbman Np® Ss¶. GsSm^p sb®pw B{Pin¡pw A{S]v¡p*v. FWn¡v H¶v Du¼\w F¶p*m]n^p¶p, bns¶ BUyfm]n«ms\¦n sbs«¶v bmÂtbm]mt`m F¶v tbXn¨p Mm³ sI]vSnÃ. bN^w Ak³ b_ªp bqän¨n C fmN-vhn H¶v Ajn¡Xn. Nm\s« fmfsâ I^¡nsW F¶v. FWn¡v sl^n¡pw Wm\w k¶p, A¶v fW¸qÀkw N¼nNp«³.sWäv

N¼nNp«³.sWäv fp` Nm\n¨SÃmsS Fsâ A^sN«p C¡ AÃmsS B\p§Ä B^pw N*n«nÃ. Ak³ AXp¡a]ns` Nth^]n C^p¶p , Mm³ Sn^nªp Wn¶v, F¶nXv fmN-vhn sbm´n¨p Ajn¨p. AXn]n H¶pfnXmªSv f*¯^w B]tbms` tSm¶n FWn¡v. Ak³ Nm\p¶Sv SmsW Fsâ Np*n]m\v. SXn¨ SpXNapw Hs¶m¶^ Np*n]pw. bns¶ fpNant`¡p sl^n¡pw ^*p sshZn`qsX]pw fp`]psX emPkpw Nm\mw. F´v Np*n]mXn ssft^ CSv. CSv N*n«v F§sW]m fmf³ AknsX bnXn¨p Wn`vNp¶Sv. MmWv Bs\¦n H¶pNn Fsâ bq_nt]w sNm*ptbmNpw, Csæn CknsX bq_n]psX NqsX Kokn¡pw. FWn¡v sl^n¡pw ht´mgw S^p¶ km¡pNam]n^p¶p Ak. Sn^nª Wn¡v fpt¯ Mm³ H¶v Nm\s« Fsâ tfmsa. Mm³ bSps¡ Sn^nªp, H^p ssN sNm*v fp` ^*pw sbmSn bnXn¨p. ssNNÄ¡nX]n bp_¯p ImXm³ Wn¡p¶ fp`Napw. H^p ssNsNm*v bq_pw sbm¯nbnXn¨p. ssN fmäXn N´n¨n . Mm³ sM«n. Ckm³ Fsâ N´p N*n«pt*m? AtSm Ip½m sS_n knan¨Smt\m. Mm³ F´m]m`pw ssN FXp¯pfmän bq_nsâ ssN BUyw fmän. As¸m AkWp sl^n¡p Nm\mfm]n^p¶p N´p bp_¯p Wn`vNp¶Sv, SpXNÄ¡nX]n NpXp§n Wn¡p¶ bq_n sI_pSm]n Nm\mw. Aksâ N®ns` Sna¡w sl^n¡v Nm\mw. sZ`nk_n Njnª Nm^\w Fsâ k]_n Np_¨p hvs{X¨v fmÀ¡v D*v. tbm^m¯SnWv k]_p sl^n¡p cv`mgn B\v, bq_nsâ AknsX]pw Wà SXn]p*v . FWn¡v sl^n¡pw Ft´m H^p fm]mt`mNw tbms` tSm¶n. AksWsâ AXpt¯¡v k¶p. MmWpw AkWpw Ht^ Woaw. Fsâ fp`NÄ Aksâ sW©nt`¡v tIÀ¯v AfÀ¯n. Aksâ N¼n Np® Fsâ AXn k]_n AfÀ¶p. ssNNÄ sNm*v Fsâ Np*n bnXn¨pX¨p. Ip*p Du¼n k`n¨p. Wmkp k`nIq¼n Njp¯n`pw Nknan`pw D½ sNm* AentgNw. FWnNv hin¡m³ bäp¶nÃ. Fs¶ b®n sNmÃZm cmhns`. fmf³ b®n sbman¨ bq_n f^ptfmWpw NanIp bXn¡p. F´v Np®]mXm WnW¡v. Wnsâ A½m]nsâ bq_p sbman¡mWmt\m WnW¡p C{S]pw k`y Np® bXt¨m³ S¶Sv. BXn bq_ntfmsa. Wns¶ b®n sNmÃpw Mm³ . fmfsâ]pw Fsâ]pw em^y]sÃXn tbm]`mXn tfmsa Wo. sS_n knan¡pt¼m kÃmsS fqXmNp¶Xm BW Np®sW. AksW Mm³ N«n`nt`¡v sNm*v tbm]n. Mm³ f`À¶p NnX¶p. Nm`p knXÀ¯n. AktWmXp b_ªp, cmhns` H¶v D¼n¯mX A½m]nsâ bq_p F¶v. AksWsâ N´p N*n«p ASnt`¡p Ss¶ tWm¡n]n^n¡pN]m. F´m ssf^m CSv Ss¶ tWm¡p¶Sv. F´v N´mXn CSv. Np¯pbX¯n A_dn¨nNÄ¡p fm{Stf Mm³ C{S]pw k`pSv N*n«pÅp. C§av sl^n¡pw GsS¦n`pw A_dn¡p*m]Smt\m? Zm ssf^m sNm¯n sNm¯n Fsâ D½msâ bq_n tN_n sNm¯* t«m. CÃmXn bq_n f^\w ks^ Fsâ N¼nNp«³.sWäv

N¼nNp«³.sWäv A½m]n bq_pÅt¸m FWns¡´nWm tks_ bq_p. ASpw b_ªp Fsâ N´n Ak³ D½ k¨p . bSps¡ WmkpsNm*v H¶v WW¨p. WWª N´n Ak³ Wmkn«p^¨p. N´n`v Aksâ Sp¸`pw bq_nsâ bm`pw k¶p sl^n¡v N´p SXn¨p k¶p. AkWSp sl^n¡p k`n¨q¼n, WÃtbms` bq_p knXÀ¯n N´n WmkpsNm*v In{Sw k^¨p. NmW¯nsâ Aäw sI_pSm]n NXn¨p k`n¨p. Hmt^m k`n]n`pw hzÀPw Nm\p¶p*m]n^p¶p Mm³. AksWsâ bq_p knXÀ¯n, bq_p H^p Ppi tbms` Sp_¶p. AksWsâ bq_nsâ SpX¡¯nt` Npªp f\n]n NXn¨p, ASn Wmkn«p W¡n Nan¨p. Fâp½m F´m hpOw. Zm ssf^m Wo CSnWp fpt¶ Bs^]m b®n]n«pÅSv . C{S]pw W¶m]n sI¿m³ Wn¶sW B^mXm Np®sW bYn¸n¨Sv. B^pw CÃmXn bq_n. FWn¡_n]mw ASv Wp\]ms\¶v. F´m]m`pw Nan Njnª tImUn¡mw. Bs\s¶mXv Np® H¶v Du¼m³ b_ªp. FWn¡ÛpSw, Ct{Sw Bßknlzmh¯n Np® D¼n¡\sf¦n bm`v tbmNnà F¶v D_¸p*mNpw. Mm³ ^*pw N`vbn¨p Du¼m³ So^pfmWn¨p. Mm³ Aksâ Np® km]n¡n«p. ASpw Aäw ks^, Fsâ A®m¡v fp_nªp tbmNpw F¶v tSm¶ntbm]n. CSv C¡msW¡mapw k`n¸w Dt*m? , Mm³ fWÊn tImUn¨p tbm]n. sl^n¡pw Wà sFhv fp«m]n D¼p¶tbms` k`nIq¼n . Np®]psX Aä¯p WmkpsNm*v Sp¸`w Nq«n WÃtbms` W¡n sNmXp¯p. Ak³ fqap¶ps*¦n`pw bm`ptbmNp¶ AkØ H¶pw Nm\p¶nÃ. Mm³ WÃtbms` km]n`n«p fp_p¡n. Aksâ f\nNÄ ^*pw Mm³ km]n`n«p Np® sSm`n¨psNmt* C^p¶p. Ak³ NnX¶p fqapN]m\v. Du^ sbm§n k^p¶p*v. Mm³ Aksâ Np®]nt`¡v Sp¸n. F¶nXv ssN sNm*v WÃtbms` AXn¨p sNmXp¯p. Ct¸m sl^n¡pw H^p N¼n bm^ tbms` D*v. tN_n]n^n¡Xn Np®]nÂ. F¶v b_ªt¸m. Mm³ Np®]n D¶pwNqXn Sp¸n]nXv bq_n`pw Np_¨p Sp¸`w B¡n Np®]nt`¡v N]_n C^p¶p….Fâp½ Fsâ bq_p. F´m Np® ssf^m CSv. C¡ k¶m bq_p `qhv BNpftÃm. Np*n]n«Xn¡Xn ssft^. Mm³ Aksâ fpNan C^p¶p Np*n sbm¡n]pDw Smjv¯n]pw C^p¶p AXn¨p sNmXp¯p. Mm³ hzÀPw N*p, F´v Np®] bXt¨msW CSv. F§sW]m bns¶ Mm³ bnXn¨p Wn¡ , C¡ k^p¶ ks^ Nm¡m³ bänÃ. CsSms¡ HmÀ¯p sNm*v AXn¨p sNmt* C^p¶p. Fsâ fp«pNav tkUWn¨ SpX§n, Mm³ b_ªp cmhns` CWn Mm³ NnX¡mw F¶v. Ak³ b_ªp tk* F¶v. A§sW S¶ AW§msS C^n¡v F¶v. Mm³ knIm^n¨p CksW´m Nm\n¡m³ tbmNp¶Sv F¶v. AksWs¶ sbm¡n FXp¯p. Np® bq_n Wn¶pw Du^nt¸mNmsS CWn sbm¡n bnXn¨p, Nm Mm³ ^*p sshZv apsX]pw AksW IpänbnXn¨p. bXt¨msW Ck³sNs¶ sbm´p¶pt*m? cmhns`s¶ N¼nNp«³.sWäv

N¼nNp«³.sWäv sbm¡n bnXn¨p AXn¡pN]m\v. Ak³ Fsâ em^w H¶pw H^p kng]fà Fs¶ FWn¡v tSm¶n. Fs¶ AÛpSs¸Xp¯n]Sv ASÃ, C¡m¡v tbm`pw C§sW sNmt_ Pym¸n«v Nan¨m sbs«¶v bm`v tbmNpw. CksW´m H^p AW¡kpw CÃm¯Sp. Fs¶ Ak³ F§sW Ss¶ sbm¡n N«n`n¡n«p. F¶nXv Np® D^n Fsâ km]nt`¡n«p. Wà bq_p bm`pw Np®¸m`pw tIÀ¶ H^p f\kpw ^pIn]pw, FWn¡v W¶m]n Cãs¸«p. AksWs¶ f`À¯n NnX¯n. Fsâ bq_p sl^n¡pwdn . C¡ Nan¡p¶SnWp fpt¶ fm{Stf Dwdm_pÅp. Ckm³ CX]n`pw Du¼n . CkWm`p fpS`v Ss¶, A§sW sk_psS knäm sl^n BNnÃ. AksWs¶ NpW]n¨p WnÀ¯n. bp_Nn F¯n SÅn sk¨ bq_n D½ skIp . bq_nt`¡p Sp¸n. Np® Sp¸`w Nq«n bq_n Sp^¯n. bq_pw N´pw kn^nªp ^*p Np® tN_m³ bmN¯n Wn¡p¶p*v. Ak³ Np® Bªp SÅn. bq_n Aäw ks^ tN_n. F´Xn]mXm ssf^m AXn¡p¶Sv. Fsâ bq_p sbman]pw . sbman]sXZn Nm´n¨n. fmf³ k^p¶ ks^]pw fmf³ tbm]m`pw Mm³ CSv sbman¨p sNmt* C^n¡pw. Mm³ sl^n¡pw hzÀPw N*p , Ct{Sw WsÃm^p shN-vhv BUyfms\¶v fWÊn`m]n. Ak³ Fsâ bq_p sl^n¡pw AXn¨p sbman¡p¶p*v. Mm³ bm`v km]ns`mjn¡s« A½]n? Mm³ b_ªp BX Wo Hjnt¨m F¶v. bns¶ H^p hvboZv B]n^p¶p. Ft´m sfgo³ Bs\¶v tSm¶ntbm]n. FWn¡v bq_n Wn¶pw skÅw Ioän, AkWp Wn^v¯p¶nÃ. AXnt]mXXn, Mm³ AksW bnXn¨p fmäm³ tWm¡p¶p*v, Ak³ ssf³Zv sI¿p¶nÃ, hvboZn AXn¨p sNmt* C^p¶p. AkhmWw BW¸q_n _fohm Wnsâ km Sp_¡Xn ssft^, F¶v b_ªp, Mm³ sI_pSm]n H¶v Fjpt¶äp km Sp_¶p sNmXp¯p, Ak³ Fsâ ASptSNv k¶p Wn¶v. fpNan Wn¶pw fq{Ssfmjn¡p¶ tbms` Fsâ km]ns`¡p Hjn¨v, fpjpkWpw Fsâ km]nt`¡v Hjn¨v. AkhmWw Np®]n DÅ SpÅn tbm`pw Mm³ Du¼n F¶nXv FÃmw NqsX Fsâ km]n`pÅSv AkWp Nm\n¨p sNmXp¯p, sNmjp¯ bm`v kjp kmjv¯pw NnX¡p¶Sp Ak³ tWm¡n WnÂt¡ Mm³ NpXn¨n_¡n. AkWp AÛpSw, Mm³ fpjpk³ NpXn¨Sv N*n«p. A½]n¡p A{S]v¡v Cãfmt\m Np®¸m`v? fmfsâ Ft¸mjpw NpXn¡m_pt*m? . Mm³ b_ªp CÃ. fmfsâ CWv ks^ NpXn¨n«nÃ. bs£ Wns¶ FWn¡v A{S]v¡p CãfmWmZm . Wnsâ FÃmw Cãfm\v. Wns¶ F¶pw FWn¡v tk\w. Wnsâ N`ym\w NjnMm`pw, FWn¡pÅSv S^\w t«m BW Np®sW . CÃmXn _foh bq_n. F¶pw b_¶v Hmt^m¶v hwhm^n¨p Sp\n]nÃmsS NnX¶p. Mm³ Aksâ Np®]pw SjpNn Hmt^m¶v hwhm^n¡p¶p*m]n^p¶p. CX]v¡p Mm³ tImUn¨p, Zm Wo Fs¶ NqXmsS Bs^]m\v b®n]Sv ? hSyw b_]\w. . fWÊnÃmfWtÊmsX N¼nNp«³.sWäv

N¼nNp«³.sWäv Ak³ b_ªp. FWn¡v A½m]ntWmXv Wp\ b_]m³ Njn]nÃ, A{S]v¡p Ft´m H^p Cãfm\v A½m]ntWmXv, Ft´m Fsâ em^yt]m NmfpNnt]m tdhvZv {c*v Hm Hs¡ B]n tSm¶m_p*v, AtSm*v Mm³ b_]mw. bs£ F BtamXv H^n¡`pw A½m]n CSv A_nªSm]n ekn¡^pSv. FWn¡v hSyw sI¿y\w. CÃXm Mm³ Bt^mXpw b_]nÃ. Wos]sâ ^*mfs¯ bp]m¹ B\v. F¶ Mm³ b_]mw. B Bav h¡oW B\v. Zm Np® ASv Wnsâ Fam½ FtÃ. . Asâ D½msâ hz´w AWn]¯n. WnW¡p Nmfw fq¯p dÔw H¶pw fWhn`mNmsS Bt]m? Fs¶]pw As¸m bän¨Sm\tÃ. CSv Wnsâ Øn^w b^pbmXn Bt\m? Ak³ N^ªp, fpOw sbm¯n. Mm³ b_ªp Wo N^]msS tImUn¨SnWv f_pbXn Sm..CsS§sW hwekn¨p. AksWm¶pw fn*n]nÃ. cmhns` Wo b_, Mm³ Wns¶ H¶pw b_]nÃ. WnW¡p Fs¶ Ct¸m Nm\p¶tbms` Ss¶ SpX^pN]pw sI¿mw. bs£ Ft¶mXv Wo H¶pw f_]v¡m³ bmXnÃ. AkWp ht´mgfm]n. AksWs¶ D½ sk¨v. fp`NÄ SjpNn b_ªp SpX§n, 10 b^o£ ks^ Fam½sâ AknsX Wn¶m\v bYn¨Sv. Nm^\w Fam¸ huUn  B\v. AknsX Hs` tfmapw Hmapw fmt{S D*s¡map, At¸m Fs¶ Nq«nWp sk¨Sm. A§sW 10 tfmZ b^o£ hf]¯p Fam½ Fs¶ sl^n¡p AXp¯n^p¯n, S`]ns`ms¡ St`mXn C^p¯n bYn¸n¡pw. Mm³ BUyw knIm^n¨Sp Ft¶mXpÅ hvtWiw sNm*pw FWn¡v NqXpS fmÀ¡v km§n S^mWpw tk*n Bs\¶v. bs£ Ft´m Fam½ NXn Fsâ tfs` AXnt¨`vbn¡pNs]Wpw. fn¡ hf]¯pw AXn]n H¶pw WX¡nÃ. CWn ^m{Sn]n tfmav NnX¶p Njnªm sl^n¡pw Wnj`Xn¡p¶ fmN-vhn fm{Stf CXp . A§sW H^p UVnkmhw Mm³ ^m{Sn]n bXn¡pN B]n^p¶p, At¸m Fam½ At§m«p k¶p. sl^n¡pw fp`]pw Np*n]pw ssf^v Wn_ª bq_pw Nm\mfm]n^p¶p. Mm³ Ft´m H^p ssV^yt¯msX tImUn¨p, Fam½ CSv B_p km§n¯¶Sm\v. CSnsâ DÅn`vNqXn FÃmw Nm\mftÃm. As¸m Fam½ b_]mWv, CSv Fsâ Fam¸ km§n S¶Sm\v, huUn Wpw k^pt¼m. A_dn¨nNÄ CXp¶Sms\t`m , CSn«n« Mm³ Fam¸msâ H¸^w NnX¡m³…Ct¸m Wo fm{Sfsà DÅp ASpsNm*v C«Sm\v. WnW¡p Nm\m³ Cãfnsæn fmämw.. Mm³ b_ªp tk* CSn Fam½ sW Nm\m³ Wà ewPn]p*v F¶v. At¸m Fam½ Ft¶mXv tImUn¨p CSn Nm\mWmt\m ewPn AtSm? CSjn¨m`mt\m F¶v. At¸mtj¡pw, Fsâ Np® Fjpt¶äp. `p¦n sâ fp¶n ASv N*t¸m Fam½ ASv bp_s¯Xp¯p. Fs¶mXv b_ªp , Zm CSv Wnsâ Fam¸msâ fp«sâ C^«n D*tÃm F¶v. FWn¡v Wm\w k¶p….fSn cmhns` , dm¡n bns¶ b_]mw. CWn Ct¸m CSv tN«m FWn¡v fqZmNpw. CWn]pw D_§n]nsæn Wmsa Ak^v k¶m W½sa ssNt¿msX bnXn¡pw,. ASv tk*, CWn N¼nNp«³.sWäv

N¼nNp«³.sWäv Wfp¡p_§mw. F¶nXv CSnsâ dm¡n huN^yw tbms` b_]mw. Mm³ CsS´m b_]m³ Nm^\w F¶v sk¨mÂ, cmhn`nsâ Np® Fsâ N¿n NnX¶p sbm´n k^p¶Sv MmW_n]p¶p*m]n^p¶p. CWn C¶v H^p Nan NqsX Nan]v¡m³ FWn¡v tlgn CÃ. A§sW hpdvin¡v Mm³ F\oät¸m ^*ptb^pw A§sW Ss¶. H¶pfnÃ. Aksâ Np®]psX fpNan D½ sk¨v F\oäv. {cgv B]n k¶p, AktWw {cgv B¡n fmän¸n¨p. Csæn Bs^¦n`pw k¶m Nm\pw. M§Ä Im] Hs¡ NpXnIv Njn]pt¼mtj¡pw f¡apw F\oäv. Mm³ Sn^¡n`m]n.
A§sW Fsâ b\ns]ms¡ Njn]pt¼mtj¡pw D¸]pw D½]pw F¯n. Mm³ D¨]v¡pÅ e£\w HsN S¿m_m¡n. At¸m cmhn`v b_ªp Mm³ tbm]n k^mw F¶mÂ, D½]pw D¸]pw k¶ntÃ. D½]pw b_ªp Wo sbmt¡m Wnsâ D½ AknsX Nm¯p Wn¡p¶p*mNpw. tbmNp¶ hf]Sv ]m{S b_]m³ Fsâ AXpt¯Nv k¶p. Mm³ bp_Nn A`¡n]Sp A]`p½Â CXm³ tbm]Sm]n^p¶p. AXp¯ k¶p fp`]ns`m¶v– sM¡n. Mm³ N®p^p«n. tbms«Xn bq_n A½m]n F¶pw knan¨p Ak³ tbm]n. C¶s`s¯tbms` CWn]pw Nn«m³ Mm³ B{Pin¨p.

D½ {ZÊv HsN fm_n k¶p. tfmsa D¸]vNv fhn`p bnXn¨n«p*v Nm`nÂ. Wo H¶v tbm]n Djnªp sNmXp¡v. Mm³ H¶v Npan¨ns«ms¡ k^mw. F® {cnZvKv sâ fpNan D*v t«m. B D½ , Mm³ FXpt¯mamw. f¡av Wà Nan]n`m\v, ASpsNm*v Mm³ D¸msâ AXpt¯¡v tbm]n. D¸ H^p tSmÀ¯v fp*v fm{Sw C«p Wn¡p¶p*v. ASpw AkntXw CkntXw F¯m¯ H^p fp*v. FWns¡t´m b´ntNXv tSm¶n, bns¶ F´m]m`pw Npj¸`y D½ Ss¶s]tà A]¨Sv. Mm³ b_ªp FknsX]m\v D¸, As¸m D¸ SpX Nm\n¨p S¶p . fp*p Wo¡n]m\v Nm\n¨Sv, Mm³ sM«n, Nm^\w D¸msâ Np® Sp§n Wn¡p¶Spw Nm\mfm]n^p¶p . D¸msâ fpO¯p Mm³ tWm¡n. H^p NÅm In^n Mm³ {l²n¨p. Mm³ b_ªp F¶ D¸ ÌqÄ sâ fpNan C^n¡n Mm³ Djnª S^mw. D¸ ÌqÄ Â C^p¶p. Mm³ fp«pNp¯n D¸msâ tWs^ fp¶n`pw C^p¶p. Cs¸m FWn¡v D¸msâ Np® sl^n¡p Nm\mw. Mm³ ASnt`¡p {l²n¡msS SpX]n F® bp^«n Djn]m³ SpX§n, Hmt^m Sk\ Djn]pt¼mjpw, Np® sbm´n sbm´n H^p NqXm^w tbms`]m]n…C¡msâ Np®]psX ^ihyw FWn¡nt¸m fWÊn`m]n. C¡msâ AsS k`n¸w, bs£ ASn`pw k®fp*v. C¡msâ Np®t]¡mÄ Np_¨ Wn_kpfp*v. FWn¡v km]n`pw bq_n`pw skÅw k^p¶p*v. bs£ C¡msâ D¸ AsÃ. bs£ fq¸^vNv A§sW Aà F¶m\v FWn¡v tSm¶n]Sv, Fs¶ fq¸n¨p Fs¶ b\n FXp¡mWpÅ ¹m³ B\v F¶v FWn¡v fWÊn`m]n. D¸ fp*p WtÃm\w fmän]t¸m Np® {co B]n. Np® fpNant`¡pw, N¼nNp«³.sWäv

N¼nNp«³.sWäv ASnsâ f\nNÄ Smtj¡pw . FWn¡msN AhzØfm]n. Mm³ D¸mtWmXv b_ªp D¸ CsSm¶p fqXn sk¡n . Asæn FWn¡v Djn]m³ bänà F¶v. D¸ b_ªp tfmsa ASv bq«nsk¨nXv Ft´mtbms`, ASm {co B¡n sk¨Sv. tfmav Djntªm CSv Npj¸fnà F¶v. D¸ b_ªp tfmsa FWn¡v f\n]n`pw H^p tkUW D*v Wo AknsX ]pw H¶v Djnª S^ptfm F¶v. Mm³ b_ªp CÃ, tks\¦n D½t]mXv b_]mw F¶v. D¸ b_ªp AkapsX C¶`s¯ AXn Nm^\w B\v tkUW ASv Akav–jnª fm_nà . Wo H¶v Djnª Sm tfmsa. FWn¡v FÃm £f]pw kn«p, Mm³ ssN]n F® FXp¯v f\n]n Djnªp Wà k`n¸fp*v f\nNav Ss¶. F´m bXt¨msW Mm³ sI¿m, sSäm\p F¶_n] bs£ Fsâ DÅns` sb®nsW bnXn¨p WnÀ¯m³ bäp¶nÃ. Mm³ fWÊn h¦Xw b_ªp . D¸ Fsâ ssN]v FXp¯p Np®]n bnXn¸n¨p, Mm³ bnXn¨p, D¸]psX fpOt¯¡v tWm¡n]nÃ. Np® Np_¨p NqsX F® FXp¯p bnXn¨p, Wà kjpkjp¸n Np® fpNant`¡pw Smtj¡pw Djnªp. WÃtbms` fp_p¡nbnXn¨p Djnªp, D¸msâ ssN Fsâ fp`]ns`Sn. Mm³ H¶pw b_ªnÃ. D¸ fp` SjpNn, Fsâ tfmsâ emPyw, F´v fp`m] CSv, bªnsN«ptbms`. Db b_ªp. D½]vNv CSn`pw NqXpS`p*tÃm. MmWpw kn«psNmXp¯nÃ. bs£ fpO¯v tWm¡n]nÃ. NÅn As¸m FÃmw {l²n¡p¶p*v s`. Mm³ H¶psX fp_p¡n Np®. D¸]psX A^s¡«p sbm§nt¸m]n, tfmsa FWn¡v bm tbmNpw Ct¸m, Mm³ tfmapsX km]ns`mjn¡s«, Mm³ h½Sn¨p. ASm Fap¸w ASmNpt¼m bm SpÅn bp_sf B^pw Nm\nÃ. D¸ Np® km]nt`¡v sk¨v, F¶nXv bnXn¨p sSm`n¨p. bm sl^n¡pw A®m¡nt`¡p Ioän, sNmt_ ƶp bm`v. WÃtbms` N«n]p*v. Ct{Sw {bm]w B]n«pw Np®]pw bm`pw HsN Wà Ip^p Ip^p¡p. bm fpjpk³ Mm³ NpXn¨p. D¸]vNv AÛpSw, Ckam`v sNmÅmftÃm F¶v knIm^n¨n«p*mNpw. Djnªp sNmXp¯p Njntªm tfmsa, D½ Npan Njnªp k¶p F¶v fWÊn`m]tbm D¸ tkPw Npanfp_n]psX AXpt¯¡v tbm]n. Ct¸m F§sW D*v. D½]psX tImSyw Mm³ CkntX]v¡v tN«v. Wà hpOw Nn«n. AkÄ¡p Wà Djnª lo`fpÅt¸ms` Djnªp. Asæn`pw AkÄ¡nsSms¡ lo`fp*mNpw, Fs¶sNm*v Ct¸m NpWnªn^p¶v Djn]t\m¶pw k¿. F´m]m`pw Npan¨p N]_n H¶v Nm`p Wo«n NnXs¶man. ASpw b_ªp D½ ANt¯¡v k¶p, Wo Npan¡p¶ntà , D½ tImUn¨p. D¸ C_§n] Mm³ Npan¡pw D½ . D¸ C_§p¶SnWp fpt¶ Mm³ f¡sa e£\w sNmXp¯p D_¡n. At¸mtj¡pw 2 f\n]m]n. Mm³ D¸]v¡pÅSv kna¼n. D½]pw ASn`vNqsX Njn¡pw. Mm³ F¶nXv dmSv–_qfn N]_n. fnN-vhn Ajn¨p. {dm ]pw, gZn]pw Ajn¨p. N¼nNp«³.sWäv

N¼nNp«³.sWäv ssf^v Np_IvZv D*v. ASv sk_psS SXkn Nan¨p. C¶`s¯ cmhn`nsâ Nan]pw, C¶v D¸]psX km\fXn¨p sNmXp¯Spw F¶m fWÊnt`¡v k¶p. F´v N®m] D¸m¡v. C¶s` D½s] Nan¨p F¶tà D¸ b_ªSv, C {bm]¯n`pw Ak^v sl^n¡p Nan¡p¶p F¶v tN«t¸m Ss¶ Fsâ tfmav WWªp SpX§n. N´p kn^nªp. Mm³ bSps¡ N´n sM^Xn. Hucv F´m hpOw. Mm³ bSps¡ H^p Nm`p ssb¸v sâ fpNant`¡v sbm´n¨p, H^p ssN sNm*v fp`]n bnXn¨p sM¡n, ftä ssN sNm*v bq^n`pw SXkn. N´p bnXn¨p sM^n¨p sNm*n^p¶p. D¸ F´p Np®]mXm ssf^m, C f^ptfmta]pw H¶v b®n hpOn¸n¡X ssf^m. Fs¶ms¡ ASnNw D¨]nÃmsS knan¨p b_ªp WÃtbms` bq_p SXkn, bq_nt`¡v Fs´¦n`pw N]äm³ sNmSn]m]n bs£ H¶pw Nn«n]nÃ. Wn^ml]m]n bq_p Ca¡n kn^`psNm*v. bm`v tbm]n. Npan¨p AXn]n H¶pfnXmsS fmN-vhn C«p bp_t¯¡p k¶p. _qfnt`¡v tbmNpt¼m sk_psS Ft´m H^p tSm¶`v Nm^\w D½msâ fp_n]nt`¡v tWm¡n, kmSn`X¨n«p*v, bs£ tW^n] H^p knXkp*v. ^*p sbman kmSn`m\v, ASv AX¨p Njnª sI_n] H^p knXkp*v ASn`qsX DÅnt`¡v Nm\mw. D½ Nfjv¶p NnX¡p¶p*v, D½msâ Np*n F´v k`n¸f, sl^n¡pw Hs¶m¶^. dm¡n FÃmw N«n`nÂ, AfÀ¶p NnX¡p¶Sp sNm*v Nm\m³ bäp¶nÃ, D¸ D½]psX bp_Nn`qsX Np® N]äpN]m\v, FknsX]m N]äp¶Sv F¶v fWÊn`mNp¶nÃ, Np*n]n`mt\m AtSm bq_n`mt\m? . bs£ C{S Np*n]p*mNpt¼m bq_nt`¡v Np® F¯nà F¶v tSm¶n. At¸m Np*n]n`mt\m bXt¨msW Ct{Sw k`y BW Np® sN«p¶Sv? D½mNv k`y Nqhs`m¶pw CÃ, D¸ NnX¶p sS_n knan]m\v, tbm^m¯SnWv AXn¨p sbman¡p¶pfp*v. Fsâ bXt¨msW, CsS´m Cs¸m C§sW, C¡ C¯k\ tbm]SnWv tlgw NmjvINapw BapNapsX {bkr¯nNapw Fs¶ H^p tkZn B¡n fmäptfm? C§sW In´n¨p Wn`vNpt¼m sbs«¶v Fsâ tgmÄZÀ  ^*p ssN ko\p, sM«n Sn^nª bp_Nnt`¡v tWm¡n ……..