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im]v Np_¨pWmas¯ CXtka]vNv tlgw bpSns]m^p NT]pfm]n Mm³ ko*pw k¶p CX]vNv k¨v ({ba]w Nm^\w )Wn¶ptbm] Mm³ NTs]jpSpN]m\v ho^ohv SpX^v¶v FjpSm³ {lfn¡p¶p*v FjpSm³ Njnªm DX³ Ss¶ {bhnUoN^n¡mw …
…AÚmS³ ….
Cu NT]n C³shhv_v NanNÄ D*mNpw ASv CãfnÃm¯kÀ¡p FknsX k¨v km]W WnÀ¯mw .
Cu NT WX¡p¶Sv b¯WwSn«]ns` H^p {Pmf¯n B\v , Fsâ tb^v Wnimhv ¹hv Xp tSmäp ^*mfSpw FjpSm³ Nm¯n^n¡p¶p . ¢mÊn {lUn¨m Asà K]n¡m³ bäpN]pÅp Xo¨À fm^psX k]_pw Np*n]pw fp`]pw tWm¡n]n^p¶m F§sW K]n¡mWm\v . h-vNqan Xo¨À fms^ tWm¡n km\w AXn]m]n^p¶p hv_n^w b^nbmXn .Mm³ Gäkpw bn_Nns` d©n B]n^p¶p NqsX Fsâ hzemk¯nWv bän] fäp fq¶ptb^pw . ¢mhv FXp¡m³ Xo¨À k¶m Mm³ bmânWp fpNan NqXn Np® SXkn sNm*n^n¡pw In`t¸mÄ FXp¯p bp_¯n«p ssN sNm*v AXn¡pw . W½Ä Wm`p tb^n Fsâ Np®]m]n^p¶p Gäkpw k`pSv Wà k®kpw Woakpw fäk·mÀs¡Ãmw Fsâ Np®t]mXv Ahq] B]n^p¶p .
Xo¨À fm^n FWn¡v Gäkpw Cãw f`]maw Xo¨À hpWµs] B]n^p¶p fp¸¯nWptf {bm]w skap¯ Wn_w sNmjp¯ l^o^w . Wà k`n] fp`]pw bp_t¯¡v SÅn Wn¡p¶ Np*nNapw .Xo¨À F¯pt¼mÄ Ss¶ Mm³ Np® bnXn¯w SpX§pw Aks^ Nm\pt¼mÄ Ss¶ Fsâ Np® cpÄ N¼n BNpfm]n^p¶p . hm^n]n F{S f_¨p k¨m`pw In`t¸mÄ sbm¡nÄ bp_¯p Nm\m³ bäpw A¶v Xo¨s_ tWm¡nsNm*v ¢mÊnWpÅn Ss¶ Mm³ AXn¨p Na]pw .
Xo¨À fms^ AÃmsS bntÅt^mXv FWn¡v A{S Bhàn tSm¶n]n«nà bntÅÀ¡v FÃmw sI_n] fp`]pw Np*n]pw B]Sv sNm*mNpw . F§tW`pw hpWµ Xo¨_psX bq_pw Np*n]pw Nm\mWm]n Fsâ Np® sNmSn¨p sNm*n^p¶p .B emPyw `en¨Sv thkW km^¯nsâ A¶m]n^p¶p hmUm^\ B¬ Np«nNÄ¡p sb¬Np«nNapsX]pw Xo¨À fm^psX]pw tXm]v`äv b^nh^t¯Nv {btklWw Cà .A¶v ¢oWn§nWm]n W¶psX dmNv sd©v PmRnWv Nn«n]Sv tXm]v`äv B\v ¢mhv Xo¨À b\n S¶Sm\v . F¶m`pw Npj¸fnà W½Ä b\n SpX§n H^p f\n¡qÀ Njnªt¸mÄ hpWµ Xo¨À Np_¨p tkP¯n At§mt«¡v k¶p . Hjn¡m³ fp«n Wn¡pkmsW¶p B fpOemk¯n Wn¶v fWhn`m]n . Xo¨À N]_n kmSn AX¨Spw fäk³ fmÀ {lUn¡msS Mm³ sSm«Xp¯ tXm]v`änWpÅn N]_n t¢mhänWv fpNan N]_n Wn¶v Xo¨À N]_n] emPt¯¡v Hanªp tWm¡n . N]_n]bmsX Ss¶ Xo¨À hm^n]pw bmkmX]pw NqXn tft`Nv sbm¡n N¼nNp«³.sWäv
N¼nNp«³.sWäv ..Hiviviv F´m SpXNÄ sNmjp¯ H^p bpÅn¡p¯ptbm`pw CÃm¯ skap¯ SpXNÄ ,AkÀ Ssâ »q bmân Smtj¡v k`n¨v t¢mshän C^p¶p H^pbmXv tÌm¡v D*m]n^p¶p Wà tcmjvhv Cs¸m Ak^psX fpO¯v H^p Blzmhw Nm\mfm]n^p¶p . Mm³ Fsâ Np® N¿n FXp¯p sbXp¡p¶ Xo¨_nsW tWm¡n Np`p¡n . H^p N¸n skÅw FXp¯p bq_p W¶m]n NjpNn AkÀ F\näp Wà Ipk¶ bqÀ CSapNÄ H^p t^mfw tbm`pw Cà ¢o³ tgkv .AkÀ F\oäv FWn¡v Sn^nªp Wn¶t¸mÄ Np*n N*p Fsâ fpjpk³ Nt{*mapw tbm]n Wà skap¯p SpXp¯ bm Np*nNÄ NXn¨p Sn¶m³ tSm¶n . Np*n N*t¸mta¡pw Fsâ hÀk Wn]{´\kpw tbm]n^p¶p Np® Np«³ Fsâ ssN]n C^p¶p Ioän tXm]v`änsâ Ipk^v fpjpkWpw Fsâ Np® bm sS_n¨p ko\p . Xo¨À bmân N]än C«p hm^n tWs^ B¡n bp_t¯¡p tbm]n . Mm³ sfsà Smsj C_§n bm`v tbm] Np®]pw Ipk^pw skÅw Hjn¨v NjpNn . bYn¨n^p¶ Nm`s¯ H^n¡`pw f_¡mWmkm¯ AWpekw CSm]n^p¶p .
Ct¸mÄ NTfm_n ¹hv Xp bmÊmNmsS ko«n Ss¶ D*v , B koXnsW bän b_]mw km¸ D½ tI¨n bns¶ MmWpw . km¸]vNv Xu\n H^p NX]p*v D½ ko«ptk` Sm¯ N`ym\w FÃmw Njnªp ihvd³Zv Updm]n B\v AknsX A½m]n A½]pfm]n sh^n]mNm¯Sp sNm*v ko«n k¶p Wn¡p¶p .
FWn¡v Ct¸mapw H^p bqän N]än AXn¡mWpÅ emPyw Nn«n]n«n` km\w Ss¶ hv_n^w . koXnWXp¯p H^p bpj]p*v AknsX Npan¡m³ tbmNp¶ Xo³hnsâ Npanho³ bnXp¯w B\v Ct¸mas¯ b^nbmXn . ko«n DÅks^ bän b_ªnÃmt`m , hSyw b_ªm Cu AXp¯m\v Mm³ Aks^ (D½s]]pw Sm¯s]]pw ) ftä ^oSn]n tWm¡n SpX§p¶Sv ASnsW bän FÃmw kjnt] b_]mw . D½ H^p hq¸À I^¡m\v W½psX ho^n]`ns` Wo`ptI¨ns] tbms` F¶m A{S]v¡p Wn_w Cà bs£ fp`]pw Np*n]pw Aks^¡mÄ fpjp¯Sm\v , WX¡pt¼mÄ Np*n N*m Np® sbm§m¯ Nnak·mÀ tbm`pw D½s] NpWn¨p WnÀ¯n Np*n]n AXn¡pw B ssX¸v I^¡v . tI¨n]mt\ WnSy tftWmsâ tbms` sbm¡w Np_km\p AsS skap¯ Wn_kpw tg¸pw . Aks^ bän NqXpS kjnt] b_]mw .
Mm³ Fsâ gvYn^w N`mb^nbmXn B] Npanho³ bnXn¯kpw ASymklyw hnP^äv k`n]pw B]n WX¡pN]m]n^p¶p , AXp¯ ko«ns` ssgf Sm¯ B]n^p¶p Fsâ gvYn^w tk« frPw . AkÀ hv_n^fm]n bpj]n Wn¶m\v Npan¨n^p¶Sv . Ak^psX sN«nt]m³ Wmg\ sbÀfnäv t`m_n ss{ZkÀ B\v t`mZpfm]n tbm]m Unkh§Ä Njntª fX§n k^q , Aks^ N*m Ss¶ NXn fq¯ hUWw Bs\¶v FÃmtbÀ¡pw fWhn`mNpw . C^p Wn_¯n sNm¯ns]Xp¯ N¼nNp«³.sWäv
N¼nNp«³.sWäv ln`vbw fp` A{S]v¡p k`pSà F¶m ASnWpw tk*n Np*n Wà fpjp¯Sm\v .H^p Unkhw Mm³ D¨ Njnªp Npan¡msW¶pw b_ªp tSmÀ¯pfm]n ko«n Wn¶pw C_§n bpjk¡ns` Np«n N«n N]_n H^p hnP^äv N¯n¨p . As¸m ASm k^p¶p A`¡mWpÅ Sp\n]pfm]n ssgWv Sm¯ , Mm³ fn*msS AknsX Ss¶ ]n^p¶p .
ssWän B\v tkgw skůn C_§n Wn¶v Sp\n NjpNn SpX§n , NpWnªp Wn¶t¸mÄ fWhn`m]n {dm C«n«nsöp sNm*pk¶ Sp\n FÃmw thm¸n«p tlgw AkÀ Ipäpw H¶v tWm¡n B^pw Cöv N* AkÀ bSns] ssWän Du^n fmän Ct¸mÄ A^]v¡p fpNan cpÄ tW¡Zv ..Mm³ Np® fp*nsâ CX]n NqXn FXp¯p bSns] sSm`n¨Xn¨p . AkÀ bmkmX sN«jn¨p fp`]vNp tf k¨v sN«n bns¶ bm³äohpw Du^n FXp¯p A`¡n B sNmjp¯ Np*n N*t¸mÄ Ss¶ hÀk Wn]{´\kpw kn«p tbm]n . Mm³ AknsX ]n^p¶p Ss¶ Np® AXn¨p .
H¶v fp«n tWm¡n]mt`m ??? In`t¸m dn^n]m\n sNmXp¯mt`m ? Mm³ hz]w In´n¨p . bSns] Npän¡m«n Wn¶n_§n Npan¡m³ sIÃp¶ tbms` Npan¡Xknt`¡p sI¶p .
FXm Wnimth Npan¡m³ k¶Smt\m ?
AsS A`s¡ms¡ Njntªm CÃXm Ft¸m So^pw .
½v Ak^psX l^o^¯nsâ fpjp¸v tWm¡n Mm³ H¶v fqan .
Mm³ gÀ«v Du_n fmän tSm^vsSXp¯p `p¦n¡p fosS Ipän `p¦n Ajn¨p ,AkÀ tWm¡m³ tk*n AkÀ¡p tWs^ Wn¶m\v sI]vSSv , AkÀ Nm\m³ tk*n `p¦n fmän]t¸mÄ Np® A_n]m¯ tbms` bp_t¯¡n«p . Mm³ HanN®n«p tWm¡n]t¸mÄ AkÀ Fsâ fpjp¯ Np® tWm¡n Ip*p NXn¡p¶p , tfmsW fWÊn `Íp sbm«n AkÀ¡p Sm`vb^yw D*v . Mm³ H¶pw A_n]m¯ tbms` Np® tSm^vSnWpÅn B¡n Ak³ At¸mapw ASnWpÅn fpj¨p Ss¶ Wn¶p .
Wnimth Wo A§v kaÀ¶mt`mX ..
Fs´ Cs¸m A§sW tSm¶m³ ?
H¶p` b`Spw kaÀ¶p
At¿ Cu C¯m¯ ..
Fs´ Wm\fmt\m ?
CÃ F´m b_tªm ?
Mm³ H^p Nm^yw tImUn¡s« Bt^mXpw b_]^pSv
CÃ
Wnsâ hmVWw Cs¸m Mm³ N*p WÃ k`pSm\tÃm
ASv bns¶ Wn§Ä F§sW Wn¡p¶Sv N*m k`pSmNmsS C^n¡ptfm ?
Hmiv ASv sNm*mt\m ?
½v …
Wo Bs^s]¦n`pw Nan¨n«pt*m Zm ?
CÃ
bns¶ F§sW]m Wnsâ hUWw F{S]pw fpjp¯Sv Wà ssN b\n]mNpw Asà ?
Mm³ ASv tN«v In^n¨p , ssgf Sm¯ FWn¡v H¶v N]äm³ S^ptfm ,Np® tSmÀ¯nsâ N¼nNp«³.sWäv
N¼nNp«³.sWäv CX]n NqsX bp_t¯¡p FXp¯v AXn¨p sNm*m\v Mm³ ASv tImUn¨Sv AkÀ Np® Ss¶ tWm¡n Wn¶psNm*v H¶v fqan .
km WfpNv B ssNS Nm«nt`¡p tbmNmw ,sW Wnsâ {ZÊv Hs¡ FXpt¯m Asà Bt^`pw k¶m {blvWfmNpw .
Mm³ fp*pw gÀ«pw FXp¯v ssNS Nm«nt`¡p N]_n bn¶ms` Ak^pw . ASnWpÅn F´v WX¶m`pw B^pw A_n]nà Npan¡m³ B^v k¶m`pw Nm\pN]pw sI¿mw .
Mm³ tSmÀ¯v fmän Fsâ Np®]n ssgWv Sm¯s]sNm*v bnXn¸n¨p ,Hiviviv BUyfm]m\v Np®]n H^p sb®v bnXn¨p S^p¶Sv Wà hpOw . AkÀ Fsâ fp*v Wn`¯n«v ASn fp«pNp¯n C^p¶p ssN sNm*v Np® AXn¨p , Ak^psX knXÀ¶ Ip*pNÄ Np®t]mXv AXp¸n¨p AksW D½ k¨p ..bns¶ bSns] k]v¡pan B¡n Wp\ªp ..
Biviviviviv Mm³ hpOw sNm*v bSns] sM^§n , ssgf Sm¯ bSns] fSn BUy fm]n«m\v ..
A_n]msfXm I¡s^ …AkÀ fp«pNm`n Wn¶v Fsâ Np«sW Du¼n sNm*n^p¶p
FWn¡v AVnNw bnXn¨p Wn`v¡m³ Njn]q` Sm¯ …
Wo km]n Natªm Npj¸fnà , CSp b_ªp AkÀ Du¼`nsâ tkPS Nq«n
FWn¡v AVnNw bnXn¨p Wn`v¡m³ Njnªnà …ABiviviviv ssgf Sm¯m FWn¡v k^p¶p Fsâ Np® bm Ak^psX km] Wn_ªp bp_t¯¡p HjpNn .
F§sW D*m]n^p¶p Wnimth Ip*p SpX¨p sNm*v AkÀ tImUn¨p
hq¸À Sm¯ KoknS¯n Ct{Sw hpOw Nn«n]n«nÃ
Mm³ Ak^psX fp`]psX tfs` sN«n k¨n^p¶ bmkmX I^Xv Ajn¨p bmkmX DuÀ¶p Smtj¡v ko\p sk® N ln`vbw tbms` AkÀ FWn¡v fp¶n Wn¶p . WPvW]m]n Aks^ N*t¸mÄ bm`ptbm] Fsâ Np®]vNv ko*pw Kok³ k¨p . Mm³ F\näp Ak^psX ^*p fp`Napw fm_n fm_n NpXn¨p ssN sNm*v sM^n¨pX¨p ..
Biviivi Wnimth WÃ hpOw .
Mm³ Ak^psX bn¶n Wn¶v Np® B k`n] Np*n bmanNÄ¡nX]n Sn^pNn k¨v ^*p ssN sNm*pw fp`NÄ sM^n¨pX¨p Njp¯n`pw fpSpNn`pw FÃmw Wmkv HmXn¨p AkÀ knNm^w fq¯p Wn¶v Np_pNn . Np® bSns] Np*n bmanNÄ¡nX]n I`n¸n¨psNm*v Ak^psX Ip*v NXn¨p Du¼n .
Zm Mm³ NnX¡mw sW W¡n Sm Wnsâ Wm¡nWp WÃ hpOw
Mm³ Aks^ Wn`¯p f`À¯n NnX¯n sNmjp¯ SpXNÄ bnXn¨p ANän Npänt^mf§Ä Wn_ª Wà SXn¨ bqÀ ,AkntX¡p Mm³ Fsâ fpOw bqjv¯n
ABiviviviv WnÀ¯tà Biviivi …AkÀ Fsâ S` d`fm]n bqänt`Nv bnXn¨fÀ¯n ,H`n¨n_§n] bqÀtS¬ fpjpkWpw Mm³ NpXn¨p At¸msaÃmw AkÀ hpOw sNm*v bpa]p¶p*m]n^p¶p N¼nNp«³.sWäv
N¼nNp«³.sWäv . Mm³ bSns] sbmhng³ H¶v fmän Fsâ ^*pNm`pNapw Nk¨p Ak^psX fpO¯nWv tfs` sNm*v sI¶v k¨p . AkÀ Fsâ Np® km]n`m¡n Du¼n Mm³ Ak^psX bq_pw
ssgf Sm¯ WÃ hpOfpt*m
½vfv Wà hpOw Wo F\näp N]än AXn¡v bnXn¨p Wn`v¡m³ bä\nà .Mm³ F\näp Ak^psX sNmjp¯ SpXNÄ WÃtbms` ANän Np® bqän C«p^¨p bSns] AksW SÅn N]än Wà kjpkjp¸v DÅSnWm k`n] {b]mh§Ä CÃmsS Np® N]_n .
Biviivi Biviivi ssgf hpOw sNm*v M^§n . Mm³ bSns] Np® N]än AXn¨p sNmXp¯p . Mm³ ASymklyw Wà hvboZn Ss¶ N]än AXn¨p H^p {bmklyw bm tbm]Sv sNm*mNpw Np®]pw d`fm]n Ss¶ N]_n sNm*n^p¶p .
Mm³ AXn]psX tkPS NqXn]t¸mÄ Ss¶ tfmsW Wnimth F¶v knan¨p AkÀ Fs¶ k^nªp fp_p¡n . Mm³ Wà tkP¯n Np® N]än AXn¨p sNm*n^p¶p .
sbs«¶v Bt^m k^p¶ lÐw tN«v Mm³ AXn WnÀ¯n , ssgf Sm¯ F´m F¶v tImUn¨p AkÀ¡p Wà hpOw N]_n k^pN]m]n^p¶p . fn*^pSv F¶v AwWvPyw Nm\n¨p Mm³ tWm¡n]t¸m D½]pw Sm¯]pw Npan¡m³ k¶p Wn¡p¶p .
ssf^v CkÀ¡v ko«n Wn¶v Npan¨pNqsX fWpgysW {bm´¡mWm]nXv Mm³ fWÊn Aks^ {bmNn . As¸m ssgf Sm¯ F\näp B^m F¶v tImUn¨p Mm³ fn*^pSv F¶v BwPyw Nm«n .
D½]pw Sm¯]pw Mm³ bSns] b_ªp
OUoK]pw _w`]ptfm ?
fv Mm³ fqan OUoK Fsâ D½]pw _w` Sm¯]pw
Wo N]äns¡m AkÀ AknsX Npant¨mapw lÐw D*mN*n^p¶m fSn
Nan Njnªp Wn§sa N*mt`m ?
ASv Mm³ tWm¡nt¡mamw bns¶ Wnsâ D½s] tbms`m^p Nj¸n Cu b©m]¯n tks_ Cà FWn¡v A_n]mkp¶Stà Wo tbXn¡*
ASv FWn¡v bpSns]m^p A_nkm]n^p¶p
Bim Ck³ sI_pSmt]m ssgf Fsâ Np® bnXn¨p .D½s] N* eoSn fq`w Ak³ Ip^p§n sI_pSm]n^p¶p .
CksW Mm³ Ft¸mÄ sh^n]m¡n S^mw . Zm Wo Wnsâ D½s]]pw sb§sa]pw tWm¡nt] F´v sNmjp¯ Np*n]m , OUoKs] NpWn¨p WnÀ¯n CksW AkapsX NqSn]n`v N]än AXn¡\w . ssgf Sm¯ ASv b_ªt¸mÄ Np® ko*pw Kok³ k¨v SpX§n Mm³ At¸mam\v D½s] sh^n¡pw tWm¡p¶Sv ssWän FÃmw fm_n bmkmX FXp¯p fp`]vNp tfs` sN«nk¨p NpWnªp Wn¡p¶p F´v sNmjp¯ Np*n]m ,_w` Sm¯ Wn`¯n^p¶p Sp\n A`¡p¶p Akapw tfmlw Aà Wà I^¡p Ss¶ . Mm³ D½]psX Np*n tWm¡n knNm^w AXn¨p Wn¶t¸mÄ ssgf Fsâ Np® ssN sNm*v AXn¨p cpÄ N¼n]m¡n S¶p N¼nNp«³.sWäv
N¼nNp«³.sWäv .
Wnimth D½]psX Np*n N*t¸mÄ Np® ko*pw Nwdn]m]tÃm , km Mm³ NpWnKp Wn¡mw D½s] tWm¡nsNm*v A½]ms\¶v knIm^n¨p Fs¶ bn¶n Wn¶v N]än SmXm I¡s^ …
ASpb_ªp ssgf Wn`¯p fp«pNm`n Wn¶p Ak^psX sNmjp¯ Np*n FWn¡v fp¶n kn^nªp Wn¶p . Mm³ N¼n]m] Np®s]Xp¯p Ak^psX Np*n knXknt`¡v k¨p AkÀ ssN sNm*v AksW bqän N]än k¨p . Mm³ bSns] Ak^psX bn¶n Wn¶pw AXn¨p SpX§n . Np® fpjpkWpw AN¯pN]_n ,F¶m Fsâ {l² fpjpkWpw D½]n B]n^p¶p . D½]psX WWª bmkmX]n H«nbnXn¨n^n¡p¶ sNmjp¯ l^o^w tWm¡nsNm*v Mm³ ssgf Sm¯s] AXn¨p . ssgf Sm¯ hpOw fq¯p ª^ªp¶p*m]n^p¶p . D½ At¸mÄ skůn Wn¶pw fpjpkWm]n N^]n N]_n
F´m D½m Npan Njntªm ? _w` tImUn¨p
CÃ sbXp¡\w
ASv skůn tbms^ ?
skůn sI]vSpX , F¶v b_ªp D½ N^]n N]_n Mm³ ssgf Sm¯s] N]än sNm*n^n¡p¶ NmXnWp AenfpOfm]n C^p¶p . WWsªm«n] bmkmX tft`¡v sS_p¯p N]än Np´n¨n^p¶p , D½]psX sNmjp¯ SpXNapw t^mfw Wn_ª hwPfØmWkpw FWn¡v kyàfm]n Nm\mw Ct¸mÄ . Mm³ Fsâ Np®]psX tkPS Nq«n , D½ C^p¶p A©p sh¡âv Njnªt¸mÄ B t_mfm NmXnWnX]n Wn¶pw fq{Sw Wn`s¯ bpÃnt`¡p sS_n¨p ko\p . D½ H^p ssN sNm*v bqÀ W¶m]n knXÀ¯n bnXn¨p Ct¸mÄ FWn¡v bq_p WÃtbms` Nm\mw Wà Caw bn¦v Wn_w ..
Hiviviv D½]psX bq_p N*t¸mÄ Fsâ Np® H¶v NqXn koÀ¯p Mm³ ssgf Sm¯s] tkP¯n AXn¨p . fq{Sw Hjn¨v Njnª D½ F\näp bmkmX Ip^p«n A^]v¡p tfs` Ss¶ k¨n^n¡p¶p Wà sNmjp¯ SpXNÄ bmkmX A§sW Ss¶ k¨v D½ Sn^nªp skůnt`¡n_§m³ tbm]n . Sn^nªp WX¶ D½]psX Np*n]psX fpj¸v N* FWn¡v As¸m Ss¶ D½s] NpWn¨p WnÀ¯n NqSn AXn¡mWm\v tSm¶n]Sv Fs´m^p k`n¸kpw tg¸pw .
F´m D½m bmkmX SmjvSnZnWv Bt^`pw Nm\pw _w` D½t]mXv b_ªp
CknsX§pw B^pfnÃmZn , bns¶ Cu Sp\n Hs¡ B^ptXSm ?
ASv ssgf]psX BNpw AkÄ A`¡n«p ko«n tbm]n¡m\pw Cs¸m k^pw FknsX tks_ B_p k¶p Npan¡mWm\v dm¡n FÃm^pw Smjs¯ NXkn Asà Npan¡p¶Sv .
½v _w` H¶v fqan , D½msX Np*n F´v k`pSm D½m
Wo N®v sk]v¡* sbs® F¶v b_ªp D½ fp«äw skůn C_§n .
Mm³ ssgf Sm¯s] AXn¡p¶Snsâ NqsX kn^ sNm*v NqSn]n`v SXkm³ SpX§n . AXn¨p sNm*n^p¶ tbmhnäogWn N¼nNp«³.sWäv
N¼nNp«³.sWäv Ss¶ Np_¨p Sp¸Â Np*n knXknt`Nv Sp¸n kn^ sNm*v NqSn Spa]n tS¨p bnXn¸n¨p . H^p kn^ bSns] Sp¸Â bp^«n NqSn]nt`Nv N]än . ABiviviv ssgf Sm¯ hpOw sNm*v H¶v M^§n .
D½s] tWm¡n]t¸mÄ D½ D½ FWn¡v bp_w Sn^nªp Np¯n C^p¶p bq_p NjpNp¶p .Hiviviv Fs´m^p NmjvI B kn^nª Np*n FWn¡v AenfpOw B]n C^n¡p¶p . FWn¡v Fsâ hN` Wn]{´\§apw kn«p tbm]n^p¶p . Mm³ ssgf]psX bqän Wn¶pw Np® k`n¨q^n AkapsX NpSn]n Np¯n¡]än Wà fp_p¡w ,Nps_ NqsX Sp¸Â tS¨p bNpSn Np® SÅn AN¯m¡n .
D½ Ft¸mapw AsS sbmhngWn Ss¶ C^n¡p¶p Fsâ Np® fmN-vhnfw AN¯p N]än ssgf S¯s] Mm³ AXn¨p .
Biviivi lÐw bp_¯pk^mSn^n¡m³ ssgf Sm¯ H^p ssN sNm*v km] sbm¯n]n^n¡p¶p . Mm³ D½]psX Np*n tWm¡n sNm*v ssgf Sm¯]psX NqSn]n`v tkP¯n AXn¨p . D½]psX NqSn]n`v N]äpNsW¶p knIm^n¨p Mm³ Fsâ h^z làn]pw FXp¯p b_¶Xn¨p , FWn¡v AVnNtW^w bnXn¨p Wn¡mWm]nà ssgf Sm¯]psX NqSn¡pÅn Fsâ Np® bm Ip^¯n . Nps_ tW^w A§sW Wn¶v bns¶ Np® Du^n FXp¯p NqSn]n`v Wn¶pw Fsâ Np®¸m`v H`n¨n_§n . ssgf Sm¯ Fs¶ sN«nbnXn¨p D½k¨p
WÃ hpOw B]n Wo sNmÅmw …
Sm¯ Mm³ CWn F§sW tbmNpw AkÀ tbmNm*v sW {ZÊv Ct«m Mm³ At§m«v sIÃmw Mm³ Ft´`pw NÅw b_]mw As¸m Wo CknXp¶p SmsjNXkn tbm]n Npan¨p ko«n sbm]vt¡m .
D½]psX Np*n N*t¸mÄ Np® W¶m]n fpjp¯tÃm ?
BUyfm]n«m D½s] bän Mm³ A§sW In´n¡p¶Sv
AsSm¶pw Npj¸w CÃXm Wo Wmsa ko«nt`Nv km Mm³ OUoK]psX Nps_ Nm^y§Ä b_ªp S^mw As¸m Wnsâ Cu kngfw fm_pw , ASv b_ªp FWn¡v H^p D½]pw S¶v AkÀ C¸p_w kjn ko*pw NXkn tbm]n , Mm³ {ZÊv FÃmw FXp¯n«v AknsX Ss¶]n^p¶p , Wà go\w D*v .
ssgtf Wo Sp\n CknsX C«n«p Ft§m«p tbm]Sm ? Cu bmkmX fm{Sw C«p ?
Mm³ H¶v skan¡n^n¡m³ tbm]SmXo Wn§Ä Ft¸m k¶p ?
Np_¨ptW^w B]n , WnimhnsW N*m^pt¶m ?
Ak³ Mm³ A`¡p¶Sv N*p Smjs¯ NXkn Npan¡m³ tbm]n
Mm³ A¸ta D½t]mXv b_ªntà sI¡³ Cs¸m Smjs¯ NXkn BNpw F¶v , _w` Nq«nt¨À¯p
ssgf Sm¯ H¶v fqansNm*v Npan¡mWm]n skůn C_§n …
Mm³ tWs^ Smjs¯ NXkn tbm]n Npan¨p AkÀ k^pw fpt¶ ko«n F¯n Xnkn N*n^p¶p .go\w Nm^\w Gjp f\nt¡ N¼nNp«³.sWäv
N¼nNp«³.sWäv cpZv Njn¨p NnsX¶p .
bSnsWm¶p f\nNv tcm¬ AXn¡p¶Sv tN«m\v F\oäSv , FXp¯p tWm¡n]t¸m k`n]¸ B\v .km¸s] knan¨n«p tcm¬ Nn«p¶nà ASm\v Fs¶ knan¨Sv Mm³ tcm\pfm]n km¸]psX]pw D½]psX]pw kmSn`n fp«n Ajnª fpXn]pw kn]À¯ fpOkpfm]n D½ kmSn Sp_¶p , ssWän B\v tkgw DÅn H¶pw Cà D_¸m\v Mm³ tcm¬ km¸]vNv sNmXp¯p
km¸ tkPw s_Zn B]n , k`n]¸]psX fNWv f`¸p_¯v k¨v BN-vhnZâv WX¶p tbmNmWm\v k`n]¸ knan¨Sv . As¸m Ss¶ km¸ sdNpfm]n k`n]¸]psX ko«nt`¡p tbm]n
FXn Wmsa Mm³ NX]n D*mNp`¶v gwho_nsW knan¨p b_tª¡t\ …
km¸]psX NX]ns` tKm`n¡m^Wm\v gwhoÀ .
Nan fpX§n] kngf¯n BNpw D½]psX fpOw tUgy¯n B]n^p¶p , sdNv ÌmÀ«v BNp¶ hu*v tN«v _w`]pw _qfn Wn¶pw bp_¯n_§n Nm^yw Sn^¡n .
Mm³ _qfn N]_n kmSn AX¨p NnsX¶p , bj] koXm\v W½ptXSv Fsâ]pw _w` Sm¯]psX]pw _qfnWnX]n H^p K¶Â D*v F¶m ASv AknsX Wn¶v AX¨n^n¡pN]m\v . Fsâ _qfn ss`äv Hmcv B¡n]m A¸p_s¯ fp_n]ns` ss`änsâ skan¨w K¶Â kjn k^pw Mm³ b`t¸mjpw Hanªp tWm¡m³ {lfn¨n«p*v F¶m NmÀ«¬ DÅSnWm skan¨w fmt{S Nm\m³ b«p tks_m¶pw Nm\m³ bänà .
Mm³ NnsX¶n«p FWn¡v D_¡w k¶nà , Np_¨p Njnªt¸mÄ _w`¯]psX _qfn skan¨w sSanªp Mm³ F\näp sk_psS skan¨w k^p¶ knXkn`qsX Hanªp tWm¡n , Cs¸m _qw sfm¯w Nm\mw NmÀ«³ fmänt]m ? Hmiv AsSÃmw NqXn C¶s` Aa¡m³ FXp¡p¶Sv N*n^p¶p
Aksa _qfn Nm\m³ Cà ,sbs«¶v bp_¯pWn¶p AkÄ _qfnt`¡v N]_n,AkÄ H^p fPv skÅw sNm*v tXdnan k¨p .
Hm skÅw FXp¡m³ tbm]Sm , F¶m kmSn AX¨p Sn^nª Sm¯]psX ssN]n C^p¶ hmVWw N*t¸mÄ FWn¡v Nm^yw bnXnNn«n ……..
SpX^pw …….SpX^t\m …..???????????
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