Fsâ tb^v BWn, k]hv C^pb¯n F«v. knkminS, H^p fNWpfp*v. eÀ¯mkv PÄcn`m\v. ko«n ASymklyw hm¼¯nNfpÅkÄ tbm^mt¯Wv Mm³ Xu\ns` H^p PkÀsfâv h-vNqans` ssihv¡qÄ Xo¨À B\v.. Fsâ KoknS¯n WX¶ H^p NT]m\v MmWnknsX b_]m³ tbmNp¶Sv. A¶v H^p Wà fj Unkhfm]n^p¶p. h-vNqan ASymklyfm]n sI]vSp SoÀt¡*p¶ In` tKm`nNÄ SoÀ¯n«v Mm³ Fsâ h-vNq«_n fX§n k^nN B]n^p¶p. s_]n³ tNmt«ms¡ D*m]n^qs¶¦n`pw ASymklyw WWªm\v Mm³ k¶Sv. k`n] fj B]n^p¶SnWm h-vNq«À kas^ bSnt] B\v Mm³ HmXn¨Sv. sf]n³ t_mZv Njnªv H^p _ºÀ tSm«¯n`qsX Bt_jv Nnt`mfnäÀ DÅnt`¡v tbm]ms` Fsâ kosX¯pfm]n^p¶pÅp. Cu _ºÀ tSm«¯nsâ DÅnt`m«v koXpNap*v sshZn`qsX H^p NWm`pw bt£ Häs¸«Sm\v FÃmw. Wà fj B]n^p¶SnWm NWm Wn_ªv HjqNp¶p*m]n^p¶p. t_mZmsN skÅw N]_n Npafm]n^p¶p. A§sW sfsà fpt¶m«p k^pt¼mÄ sbs«¶m\v kakp N]_n {bSo£n¡msS H^p Hmt«m NX¶p k¶Sv. sbs«¶pÅ sk{bma¯n Mm³ k*n sk«n¨p bt£ k*n GtSm NÃn N]_n h-vNnZm]n. bn¶oXv. FÃmw kas^ sbs«¶m]n^p¶p. MmWpw k*n]pw NqXo sshZn`p*m]n^p¶ NWm`nt`¡v f_nªp. ko\ kojvI]n s_]n³ tNm«v Fsâ k*n]qsX imâo`n Np^p§n. ASnWm B k*n ko\ Du¡nWv MmWpw skůnt`¡v FXp¯v F_n]s¸«p. fj¡m`fm]SnWm Wà BjfpÅ NWm`nsâ DÅnt`¡v Mm³ ko\p fp§n. ^£sbXmWm]n At¸mjs¯. sk{bma¯nWv k*n]n sNm^p¯p NnX¶ s_]n³ tNm«v Mm³ k`n¨p sbm«n¨v fpNant`¡v hÀÆ làn]psfXp¯v D´n¡]_n. Np_¨v Nãs¸«v HXpkn AXp¯p N* H^p k`n] k«f^¯nsâ SXn]n fp_ps¡ N]_n¸nXn¨p HjpNn tbmNmSn^o¡m³ {lfn¨p sNm*n^p¶p.làfm] fj]psX ho¡m^w Nm^\w H¶pw Nm\mtWm tNÄ¡mtWm Njn]pfm]n^p¶nÃ. B k«]n Wn¶p bnXnkn«m Mm³ NWm`n ko\p Hjp¡n sb«v fp§n f^nt¨sW. ASpsNm*v Mm³ hÀÆ làn]pw FXp¯v B k«]n fp_p¡n bnXn¨p. fj At¸mjpw WnÀ¯msS SNÀ¯p sb¿pN]m]n^p¶p. fj¯pÅnNÄ làn]m]n Fsâ fpNan bSn¨p. sbs«¶m\v Mm³ B fj]n`qsX B N^]n Wo¶pw bmSn C_§n k¶p Wn¡p¶ H^mta kas^ Akyàfm]n Nm\p¶Sv. B Hmt«m]psX ss{ZkÀ B]n^n¡\w. emPyw, A]mÄ Fs´ms¡t]m b_]p¶p*m]n^p¶p. bs£ FWn¡sSm¶pw tNÄ¡m³ hmVn¡p¶p*m]n^p¶nÃ. NWm`nsâ A^nNpNÄ fj]¯v CXnªpw sS¶n]pw NnX¡pN]m]n^p¶p. sbs«¶v A]mÄ kas^ dp²nfp«n C_§n Fsâ AXpt¯¡p k¶p. B k«¯Xn]n bnXn¨p sNm*v A]mÄ FWn¡p tWt^ Ssâ ssNWo«n. N¼nNp«³.sWäv

N¼nNp«³.sWäv km………N¿n bnXnt¨m…tkPw… H^p knVw Mm³ B ssN¿n F¯n¸nXn¨p. skůn ko\ptbm]t¸mÄ sk{bma¯n Fsâ hm^n Ajnªp tbm]n^p¶p. C_¡n sk«n] »uhnsâ Njp¯n`qsX Fsâ fp¸¯n ktWh]psX B_v dn N¸n HSp¡n k¨n^p¶ skap¯ N^o¡p tbms`]pÅ fp`NapsX fpjp¸p fpjpk³ A]mapsX fp¶n AWmkrSfm]n^p¶p. F¦n`pw Kok³ ^£n¡mWpÅ S{S¸mXn AsSm¶pw Mm³ Nm^yfm¡n]nÃ. hÀÆ làn]psfXp¯v B k«]n bnXn¨p Sq§n. A]mapsX ssN¿n bnXn¨v F§sWs]¦n`pw k`nªp tN_m³ tWm¡pN]m]n^p¶p Mm³ F¶m Mm³ C«n^p¶ WWtªm«n] AXn¸mkmX SX]p¶SnWm FWn¡v Nm`p]À¯n B NWm Sn«]n Ikn«m³ Njn]pfm]n^p¶nÃ. A]mÄ¡pw ASp tdmVyfm]n^p¶p. ASv tbm¡n k¨v tN_v…A]mÄ B fj]psX ho¡m^¯nWnX]n A§sW knao¨p Nqkn. B hf]¯v fmWw tWm¡n]n«v Nm^yfnà F¶_n]mkp¶SnWm Mm³ H^p ssNsNm*v Fsâ bmkmX k`n¨p tbm¡n k¨p. AtSmsX Fsâ skap¯ sk®¯pXNÄ A]mÄ N*p. H^p N_p¯ bmân B]n^p¶p MmWn«n^p¶Sv. Nm`p Nk¨p k¨v B Sn«]n Ikn«nt¡_pN F¶Sv kas^ {lfN^fm] tKm`n B]n^p¶p. Hmt^m {bmklyw Mm³ Ikn«n N]_m³ tWm¡pt¼mjpw sS_p¯p k¨ bmkmX Ajnªv Fsâ fpt«m¸w ko\v l`yfp*m¡ns¡m*n^p¶p. Mm³ ko*pw ko*pw ASv sS_p¯v N]än k`ªp. A]mÄ H^p Énw B]n^p¶p ASnWm Mm³ NqXn {lfn¡msS A]mÄ¡v Ft¶ k`n¨p N]äm³ Njn]pfm]n^p¶nÃ. tbm^m¯SnWv B k«]n bnXn¨m\v M§Ä ^*p tb^ptX]pw Wn¸v. ^q£fm] fj]pw. ASjn¨p Na]m³ bäptfm? A]mÄ knao¨p tImUn¨p. FWn¡v F´p sI¿\sf¶_n]m¯ b^p§`n`m]n bmkmX tbm]m Aktlgn¡p¶Sv. »uhpw {dm]pw bmân]ptf DÅp. A]mapsX fp¶nt`¡v F§sW]m B tNm`¯n N]_n sIÃp¶Sv. tim…NÀ¯mtk CSv kÃm¯ sI]v¯m]n tbm]n. bns¶ Bt`mIn¨t¸m A]manWn F´m Nm\mWpaSv. fpNan`s¯ ^*p iq¡naNn Sp_¶p NnX¡p¶ »uhn`qsX Fsâ fp`NÄ GSm*v bqÀ®fm]pw bp_¯v Ss¶]m\v. bmkmX sbm¡n k¨v k`nªp N]_m³ tWm¡n]t¸mÄ A]msasâ bmânfm{SfpÅ A^s¡«pw N*p. bns¶ Bt`mIn¨t¸mÄ A]mÄ b_]p¶Sv tNÄ¡p¶Sm\v WÃSv. fj NXp¡pN]m\v. Cu k«f^¯n bnXn¨v AVnN tW^w NnX¡m³ bänà . tkt_ Bs^¦n`pw NqXn Hs¡ k¶m sfm¯¯n Wm_pw .ASn`pw teUw C]mÄsX fp¶n fm{Sw Wm_p¶Sm\v. ASpfm¯fÃ. A]mÄ ftäm¶pw knIm^n¡psf¶v tSm¶p¶nÃ…tkPw…
A]mÄ A`_n, NWm`ns` skůnsâ Hjp¡p NqXns¡m*n^p¶p. fj]pw.. sbs«¶p H^p ssNsNm*v bmkmX]psX I^Xv k`n¨jo¨p. sN«jnª fm{S]n N¼nNp«³.sWäv

N¼nNp«³.sWäv ASv skůnsâ Hjp¡n ASv NpSn¨p bmªp. bmân]pw, »uhpw {dm]pw fm{Sfm]n^p¶p At¸msasâ tkgw.. A]mapsX fp*v D^nªp tbm]n^p¶p. A]maSv Nm^yfm¡msS Ss³ ssN Wo«o Ft¶ knan¨p Mm³ B ssN F¯n¸nXn¨v bSns] fp«p Np¯n fpNant`¡v N]_n. AXn bmkmX CÃm¯SnWm FWn¡v C{bmklyw k`n] {b]mhfnÃm]n^p¶p. A§sW sk_pw bmân]pw bmSn Sp_¶ »uhpw B]n Mm³ A]mapX fp¶n k¶p. Ct¸mjm\v MmW]mta kyàfm]n Nm\p¶Sv. H^p b¯n^pbs¯«v k]hp k^p¶ H^p sI_p¸¡m^³ B]n^p¶p A]mÄ . A]mapsX ssNbnXn¨p bnXn¨p fpNant`¡p N]_n] Fsâ A^s¡«n`qsX ssNIpän AfÀ¯n A]mÄ Mm³ kojmsS Ipän¸nXn¨p. tim….ssUkw Nm¯p. Mm³ N^pSn SoÀs¶¶v. A]mÄ Fsâ fpO¯p tWm¡n H^p In^n In^n¨p. Npjªp tbm] Mm³ A]mapsX Njp¯n`qsX ssN¿n«v A]mta Ipän¸nXo¨p sNm*v Wn¶p H^p sI_p In^nt]msX NnS¨p. A]mÄ Fsâ A^s¡«n Ipän¸nXn¨t¸mÄ.A]mapsX H^p kn^ Gsâ sbm¡nÄ Ipjn]n sfsà AfÀ¶n^p¶p. F¶m AsSm¶pw Mm³ Nm^yfm¡n]nÃ. Nm^\w A]manÃm]n^p¶p F¦n MmWnt¸mÄ Hjp¡n sb«p f^nt¨tW. A]mtamXv FWn¡v Fs´¶nÃm¯ Wµn tSm¶n. MmWmsN WWªp NpSnÀ¶n^p¶p. Fsâ »uhnsâ Wm`n fq¶p iq¡pNapw b_nªp tbm]n^p¶p. ASv f`Às¡ Sp_¶v NoX¶n^p¶p. Fsâ bmân WWsªm«n Fsâ A^s¡«ntWmXv tIÀ¶p NnX¶p. Ft¶ k`n¨p N]äp¶SnWnX]n A]mÄ Fsâ fp`NÄ¡p fpNan`qsX Ipän ¸nXn¨v Akt] sM^n¨n^p¶p. Fsâ I´n¡p SÅn N]än]t¸mÄ B b^p¡³ ssNNÄ Fsâ sk®tbm`pÅ I´n]n b` {bmklyw AfÀ¶p. bt£ AsSm¶qw fW¸qÀÆfm]n^p¶nÃ. Fsâ Kok³ ^£n¡m³ A]mÄ Nm\n¨ ssV^y¯nWp fp¶n fsäm¶pw kn` tbmNnÃ. km….fpNant`¡v N]_mw . bSps¡ hq£n¨v Wà sSä`p*v. M§Ä sfsà fpNant`¡v N]_m³ SpX§n. ssNNÄ Wn`¯v Du¶n . A^pNn Wn¶ sIXnNan bnXn¨v M§Ä bSns] fpNant`¡v N]_n. A]mapsX gÀ«nsâ d«³hpw Ft¶ bnXn¨p N]äp¶SnWnX]n sbm«n tbm]n^p¶p. A§sW H^p knVw M§Ä t_mZns`¯n. fj At¸mjqw SNÀ¯v sb¿p¶p*m]n^p¶p. t_mZnWp fpNans`¯n]tSmsX Fsâ WPvWSt]¸än Mm³ tdmVkSn]m]n. »uhv tIÀ¯p k¨v Mm³ Fsâ fp`Nta f_¨p. bt£ Smtjm«v FWos¡m¶pw sI¿m³ Njn]nÃm]n^p¶p. CknsX Wn¡* BapNÄ Bt^`pw k^pw km Hmt«m]n N]_n C^n¡mw. A]mÄ sshsZmSp¡n C« Hmt«m Iq*n At§m«p WX¶p. ASp l^n]ms\¶v FWn¡pw tSm¶n. H^p S^¯n b_ªm M§Ä ^*p tb^pw Ct¸mÄ fp¡m`pw WPvW^m\v. BapNÄ k*n f_nª NTs]m¶pw N¼nNp«³.sWäv

N¼nNp«³.sWäv tNÄ¡m³ Wn¡nÃ. Mm³ HmXn sI¶v Hmt«m]psX bn³ hoän N]_n. CWns]´m b^nbmXn? A]mÄ tImUn¨p. Cu tNm`¯n ko«n sI¶p N]_m³ bänÃ. Nq«pNmt^ Bt^`pw knan¡msf¶p k¨m tcm\pw dymPpw Hs¡ skůn tbm]n. Mm³ BsN A¦`m¸n`m\v B sI_p¸¡m^sâ fp¶n bmâow {dm]pw fm{Sfm]n. Mm³ NjnkSpw Fsâ l^o^w f_]v¡m³ bmXp sb«p. AtS…. Ct{Sw Nãs¸tX*, Mm³ Wn§sX Ft§m«pw tWm¡p¶nÃ… tbmt^? Asæn Ss¶ CWn Ft´m¶v f_]v¡mWm W½Ä…i…i…i… H^p Nm^yw sI¿mw CknXXp¯m Fsâ koXv. ko«n B^pfnà k¶m Cu {ZÊpfm_n WÃsSt´`pw DXp¡mw. bns¶ Nq«pNmt^ Bt^`pw knan¡mw. F¶m`pw Cu sb^pfj]¯v. ASntW¡mÄ WÃSv Fsâ ko«n tbm]n {ZÊpfm_n H^p hm^n DXp¯v ko«n tbm k*n f_nªp skůn ko\p. bns¶ bnXn¨p tN_n F¶p b_ªm fSn. F´m tbmt^? A]mÄ b_ªp. fv…. MmsWm¶p fqan. A]mapsX km¡pNÄ FWn¡pw In^n k¶p. Ft¶ bnXn¨p N]äp¶SnWnX]n A]mapsX WWª K«n]v¡pÅn fpj¨p Wn¶ A]mapsX hmVW¯n MmWpw ssNk¨n«p*m]n^p¶p. H^p sk«w AsSsâ N¿n sbXpN]pw sI]vSp.. AtSmÀ¯v MmWpw In^n¨p. tim Sm³ k¶nÃm]n^p¶p F¦n C¶p SoÀt¶tW FÃmw. Sm¦vhv tNt«m? Mm³ A]mtamXv b_ªp. Hm… Hs¡ NÀ¯mkv S¼p^m³ knVn¡p¶StÃ? H^p hpµ^nt] ^£n¨SnWv FWo¡v NÀ¯mkv hzÀ¤¯n H^p hoäv S^pfm]n^n¡pw. ASp b_ªv A]mÄ N®mXn]n`qsX Ft¶ tWm¡n N®X¨p Nm\n¨p. Hm….bnt¶ SoÀ¨]m]pw , MmWpw {bmÀ°n¡mw tbmt^…. Mm³ A]mtamXv tIÀ¶p. At¸mtj¡pw Fsâ Wm\sfms¡ tbm]n^p¶p. Mm³ fp¼v b^nI]fpÅ H^mtXmsX¶ tbms` kas^ Nqam]n A]mtamXv hwhm^n¨p.. Ft´? f_¨p k]v¡p¶ntÃ?…. A]mÄ H^p In^nt]mtX N®mXn]n`qsX tWm¡n tImUn¨p. AtSmsX Mm³ »uhn Wn¶v bnXnkn«v fp¶n Hmt«m]psX N¼n]nt`¡v ssN¿q¶n C^o¡pN]m]n^p¶p. At¸mÄ Fsâ fp`NÄ Hmt«m]psX Np`p¡¯nsWm¯v W¶m]n SmafnXp¶p*m]n^p¶p. ASnt`¡v tWm¡n]m\v A]mÄ tImUn¨Sv.? Hm…. Sm³ b_ªtbms` CWn F´m Sm³ Nm\m¯Sv. H¶pfntÃ`pw Fsâ Kok³ ^£n¨ BatÃ? Sm³ N*m`pw k`y Npj¸fnÃ… Mm³ H^p sI_p In^nt]msX b_ªp. Hm…..Ct¸m A§Wmt]m? F¶m¸ns¶ B WWªSpw Ct«m*n^n¡p¶sS´nWm, A§v Du^n¡aªqsX? A]mÄ ASp b_ªv D_s¡ In^n¨p? A¿Xm….B bqSn A§v fWhn k¨m fSn ..½v…..Mm³ A]mapsX Nknan H^p WpÅp sNmXp¯p. A]mÄ C^p¶p In^n¨p. k*n H^p _º_n³Nm«n`qsX sI¶v HmXn« H^p sI_n] koXnWp fp¶n WnÀ¯n. N¼nNp«³.sWäv

N¼nNp«³.sWäv CknsX…sb®p§Ä B^pfntÃ?. Mm³ tImUn¨p. CÃ….sb§Ä {bhkn¨p NnX¡pkm. A½¨n AknXm CknsX Mm³ fmt{S DÅp Ct¸m. ssV^yfm]n km.. Mm³ tkPfn_§n. A]mÄ koXp Sp_¶p. Mm³ ASnt`¡v N]_n fq¶p fp_nNapÅ H^p sI_n] koXv. ASns` H^p sI_n] fp_n]nt`¡v A]mÄ Ft¶ knan¨p. AknsX H^p bj] C^p¼`fm^ Sp_¶v H^p ssWän FXp¯p S¶p. CWn Fs³ him]w tkt\m?… A]mÄ In^n¨p sNm*v tImUn¨p. F´nWv? ssWän WokÀ¯p¶Snsâ CX]n Mm³ tImUn¨p. CSp kÃSpw Du^m³…. A]mÄ In^n¨p sNm*p b_ªp. As¿Xm…..tfm³ sIÃv. Mm³ A]mta D´n bp_¯m¡n NSNq Im^n. {dm]pw bmân]pw Du^n fmän WWsªm«n] bmân Fsâ bqkns` t^mf§an S«n D^ªp. A{S]pw tW^w WWª {dm]n NnX¶ Fsâ fp`¡p«³fmÀ ASv fmän]t¸mÄ lzmhw kn«v WnkÀ¶p Wn¶p. sbs«¶m\v ASv hwekn¨Sv. Im^n]n^p¶ kmSn Sp_¶v A]mÄ kmSn`n Wn¶p. tim….tbXn¨p tbm] Mm³.sWäo sNm*v Fsâ fp³emPw f_¨p. Nãn¨v fp`]pw SpX]nXp¡pw f_¨p Wn¡p¶ Ft¶ tWm¡n A]mÄ H^p kan¨ In^n In^n¨p. thm_n……SpkÀ¯m³ tSmÀ¯v tkt*? C¶m… A]mÄ H^p SpkÀ¯p k¨p Wo«n. Fsâ WWª bmân]pw {dm]pw »uhpw At¸mÄ S_]n NnX¡pN]m]n^p¶p.. fv…..Sm¦vhv AknsX Ct«map… Mm³ Wm\t¯msX b_ªp. eÀ¯mknsâ fp¶n“msS ftäm^p bp^pgsâ fp¶n BUyfm]n bqÀ® WPvW]m]n WnÂt¡*n k¶Snsâ KmayS Ft¶ sbmSnªp. A]mÄ H^p In^n In^n¨pw sNm*v NSNp Im^n. Mm³ tSmÀs¯Xp¯v S`]pw tUikp W¶m]n SpkÀ¯n. A§sW SpkÀ¯p¶SnWnX]n`m\v Fsâ Nm`n`pw SpX]n`pw Hs¡ N¼p sNm*p tbm_n] bmXpNÄ Mm³ N*Sv. ASp kÃmsS Wo_p¶p*m]n^p¶p. SpkÀ¯n¡jnªv. B ssWän FXp¯n«p. ASpNjnªv bSns] Mm³ bp_¯o_§n. kas^ ssWhm] ko`Np_ª H^p tbmanÌÀ ssWän B]n^p¶p ASv. ASn Fsâ hv{XNvIÀ NrSyfm]n Nn\mfm]n^p¶p. A]mapsX tcm¬ sNm*v ko«n knan¨v Smfhn¡qw F¶p b_ªp. C_§n k¶t¸mtj¡pw A]mÄ ^*p IqXv N«Wpfm]n k¶p. Bkn b_¡pW N«Wp sfm¯n bp_¯p sb¿p¶ fj]pw tWm¡n MmWn^p¶p.

(SpX^pw)